This secret room

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Silence resonates in this secret room,

this stupid room that started it all,

The spark that lit up everything,

The light that outshone every cloud,

The light that gave a smile,

To everyone, Everything,

made everyone happy,

The smile that melted my heart,

The smile the boiled my blood,

made my heart race,

made me happy.

Yes it's this stupid room,

I assign myself now,

The darkness,

The silence,

The sunless skies,

The grey day,

The colourless world.

No one can hear me now,

I don't want to be heard,

nothing I say has meaning,

Nothing I do has thought,

It's you that haunts me,

you that hurts me most,

your smile weakens me,

Destroys my barriers,

And yet I still don't want to be heard, 

Still don't want to be seen.

It's here that the

Silence resonates, at the thought of you,

It's here the start still sparks,

here that the light shows,

Just how stupid I was,

The things I didn't say,

The things I didn't show,

My stupid mind,

My stupid eyes,

Couldn't see.

So It's here I assign myself,

To the coldness of your stare,

The tears that stain the floor,

The silence resonates,

So it's here, 

I cry,

I scream,

I yell,

I shout,

I yearn for you,

tear stained face,

buried in the silence.

It's here I feel your face,

Hear your voice,

It's here I call for you,

Sing your song,

the one I never got to show you,

the one that meant everything,

It's here I wait for you.

Like you'd come,

but I still hope,

still cry silently,

still listen with my heart,

I still call your name,

Still look for you,

to hear your heartbeat,

waiting for that secret door,

to open,

to finally bring the light,

My light,

Your light,

Our light,

into this world

and it's here I shall wait,

forever,

the door will be open.

My note will still be here, 

My love will last ...

What's this?

Our song?

You left it,

Why?

Is that footsteps?

Is that door opening?

Really?

Light spills into the room

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