Why does everyone always lie? Pretend to be someone that their not. Pretend to be a superhero when actually they are in need of saving. I need saving. I can't even count how many lies I say a day. Too many. I say I'm ok when i'm crying inside. I fake a smile when I actually want the ground to swallow me up. I feel trapped. Like you know how some people get claustrophobic in small spaces. That's like how I am in my own life. But claustrophobic people can get out of their small room, I can't escape from my life. If I could I would. That's how I became suicidal by the age of 10. My arms are covered in scars from cutting. I'm like a toy at the lost and found, except I havn't been found yet. I have given up hoping. I am going to start at the beginning, the very beginning.
On april 17 2001 I was born. Sophie Elizabeth Mckay, child to Daniel and Mandy Mackay. I was an ugly baby who screamed night and day. Maybe I screamed a little too much because when I was two years old my father left. Leaving mum to raise me single handed. Maybe if I was a good, quiet baby he would have come back.Or maybe he was just like that, a coward. But I guess we will never know. Life was good with me and Mum. We developed a routine. Mum started work as an accountant and she would work until 5 each day. I would go to school counting down the minutes until I could come home. When I got home I would fix myself a snack, finish my homework and then turn the music up on max volume and dance. I think at the time it was to get all the emotions out of me. All the hurtful words said at school, it all disappeared with a dance.I had started to get bullied by now. I wish it were that easy now. Then I would watch teen wolf and Pretty little liars until mum came home. ( Bit old for me I know, but back then when I was 8 I didn't care, I just gazed at the beautiful girls wishing I were that pretty.) Mum and I would watch movies on the sofa and eat dinner. Mostly takeout because we couldn't bother cooking. Life was good. Until I was 10. Then everything changed.
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Lost
General FictionSophie is a teenage girl going through bullying and depression. She lives with her spoilt younger stepsister, abusive stepfather and a mother who never sticks up for her. At school she is bullied by her classmates. She doesn't have anywhere she feel...
