Lost

HeartBreak

Why do all boys break people's hearts. Basically every single girl in the world has either been dumped, cheated on, rejected or just hurt by a boy. Not to be sexist or anything but boys are literally known for dumping their girlfriends, not the other way around.
Never trust a boy. That was my motto. I survived using it all the way through intermediate when the abuse from the stepdad stopped. I rejected boy after boy staying a loner while all my other friends had boyfriends. They said to me, "why do you reject all the boys, your lucky to be asked by so many, just give them a chance, you might like it, why don't you like boys, are you afraid of falling in love or something?" I couldn't explain, they wouldn't understand so I would shake my head and smile a knowing smile and they would sigh exasperated. But it worked. All my friends got dumped but I was fine. I would comfort them after the break up and make them hot chocolate and buy them kit Kats but I was right. I was the only one who didn't get heartbroken, just because I never dated a boy. Until I got to high school, then everything changed.

Mum and I were not getting along at home. We hardly talked and she stayed out till late most nights and so did i. I asked why couldn't she be normal like my other friends mothers. They had nice jobs, wore respectable clothes and were at home after school. My mum went wild, just like I had done. We had switched personalities basically. She was so weird and got drunk most nights. She smelled like other men's aftershave. I was so lonely, I had no one to talk to, I couldn't tell anyone or I would be in care. Mum tried to hide her affairs from me, but I knew. I was so lonely until I met this guy in my first year of high school. His name was Jake Robinson. I saw him every day in French, and social studies. He was everything I looked for in a guy. Smart, kind, talented, funny, hot and we got along well. We would chose each other for partners in Social studies and we would revise for our French test together after school. He made me laugh and feel special. He told me I was beautiful, amazing, perfect. I tried so hard not to fall in love. I tried so hard just to be friends. But he wanted to be more. I denied it but a small part of me deep down wanted to too. So when he took me on a special picnic with chocolate covered strawberries, and took me to see the notebook in a small private screening in the movies he had hired I was so tempted. He would stroke my hair and kiss my forehead. One day we went on a walk and he pushed me in the lake. I was so mad so I grabbed him and pulled him in too. I started raining and we were soaking wet and cold. But we didn't kind, we laughed and danced like in High school musical. Then he kissed me, his warm lips against mine and I couldn't help kiss back.  It was like in the notebook. It was everything I had ever dreamed. That was when I realised I loved him. For weeks after that we were a thing. He took me out and drove me to school. We met up after school and talked, laughed, cuddle and kissed for hours. I was so in love, nothing else mattered. One say when I got to school I saw him kissing someone else. The prettiest most popular girl in the school. I ran and he saw me. He tried to apologise for ages. But I Was done. I locked myself in my room and ate ice cream out of the tub and stayed in my pjs for ages. I cried myself to sleep and was a mess. Then I remembered my motto, never trust a boy. I realised how right I was. So I stopped crying and never trusted a boy again.

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