So I wanted to inform you all that yes. I am suicidal as most of you know, I'm not writing this to get attention so don't comment anything like that please. I wanted to give some advice.
I have a best friend. I hope they won't be reading this book but if by the off chance they are hey Smile ..
I used to hate my bff.. But I'm glad I took the time to actually get to know her. She's helped me through so much and even though I haven't been there for her as much as I should she still puts up with me.
So I've decided that as long as I have someone who I can fully trust in my life, why should I end it? Sure you could say we don't live close.. But I wouldn't trade her for anyone else (( including Andy Beirsack xD ))
I just hope you all can find someone who you can trust and open up too like I did.. Yes I will have days when I'm tried and I want it all to end. Although, as long as I want to get better I will try not to give up.. Thank you Smile, without you in my life I don't know if I would ever be here... Jeez... That was kinda emotional... >~< but it's true..
I just wanted to put this up so you guys will know that even if you don't have someone like a gf/bf or a bestie. Just hold on cause the greatest friends are already hard to find, just don't give up :)
Thanks smile <3
