Ian & Amber's 52 dates

Date 1: Ian's first kiss

"Frankly I was worried what if she canceled what if she hates how I look in person, maybe she won't even look at me". "Why am I talking to myself , snap out of it Ian your fine." I paced around my room wanting to throw up sick to my stomach. I was going to meet the girl I have a crush on finally. "Ugh, I'm such a girl going crazy in blind love." I was driving myself insane with these thoughts racing in my mind. I felt sweaty and tired and stressed my stomach was in knots.
I met Amber when she followed me on Instagram and I followed back I went on her account and she look hot. I liked her pics which she didn't have much of, but God was she beautiful. I had asked for her kik and she replied. We texted and formed this friendship. And for some funny reason me wearing boxers was always something we talked about. A typical conversation with her would go with me saying "hey." She'd reply with, "hi" and say "what you doing." My usual response was, "just chillin in boxers lol😂." And they day we'd talk about our day and play this game which didn't start off as a game which we now call Case Closed. Which basically was us arguing and see who would win during this game I got to call her baby in a playful way which she didn't think much off.
She won every time though it didn't bother me because I won in my own way because I got to call her baby. I looked forward to texting her everyday after school she clouded my thoughts during school. I developed a crush on her and one day we played truth or dare and she asked me who I liked...I froze and waited. I then replied, "um...you." My mind and heart where both dying of anxiety from waiting on her to reply. She said she felt the same way and I nearly passed out. I told the next day is she wanted to go out to the movies she said yea.
This takes us to the beginning of the chapter where I'm freaking the fuck out. I eventually got in the car and went. I got out of the car and before I even saw her I turned around and she was there glowing, radiant,...perfect. She said "Are we dating?" I said, "not officially." She said "Does this make it official?" She leaned over and kissed me. I went blank and passed out hitting my head on the floor.