"Daddy please its nothing like what he said please I would never do that" I begged my father to listen to me and to know that having the power was never my intentions but he just glared at me with hatred and disappointment.
"I don't want to hear anything jennifer just leave and go to your room"
"But daddy"
"I SAID LEAVE" he screamed making me jump a little and tears that i was holding inside fall."yes daddy" i said quietly while leaving the family room and going upstairs.
*****************************************************************************************************Later that night I felt that pain again but this time it started from my legs to my abdomen and stomach and it was worse then shifting . I screamed not being able to contain it anymore and making everyone burst into my room in panic but when they saw me their panic just turned into disgust.
" Lets go everyone" my dad said looking at me screaming but did nothing. "But dad shes in pain" my brother said seeing the hurt in my eyes.
"Shes probably faking it like she faked everything else to get attention"
"Yeah maybe you are right lets go".
My brother said while leaving with my dad. It hurt not because of the pain but because my own family thought I was faking everything and didn't have faith in me.
*****************************************************************************************************The next day I woke up again with a sore body but this time my legs gave out completely,they felt numb and i couldn't feel them. I tried to call someone but words won't come out of my mouth because of how sore it was due to all the screaming last night.So i gave up and just layed there crying and thinking of what my life has become.
Throughout the whole day no one came to my room to check up on me or even ask me for food they probably thought i ate my self but what they didn't know is that i couldn't walk and i didn't even call for their help knowing they will ignore me. So to pass my time i moved my upper body a little so i could reach my bedside table and get my diary when i got it out of the drawer i started writing on it seeing as that diary was the only friend i had left.
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AUGUST 19 2013
Dear diary, I can't feel my legs. It's like someone is sitting on them and i can't move them.I haven't eaten all day and no one came to ask me if i did or not. I can hear them. Laughing, eating and having fun all without me. Everyone's been ignoring me like a plague and all because of something i didn't do.I just wish it will all end soon. Love jenny
*****************************************************************************************************AUGUST 21 2013
Dear diary, Its been two days and I haven't eaten anything. I can feel my wolf getting weaker by the second. Last night i felt the pain again and this time it was even more painful because it reached my chest. It's been like this everyday, whenever he would have sex with stacy i would feel the pain and each time it was worse then before. I don't know what to do. Love jenny
*****************************************************************************************************AUGUST 25 2013
Dear diary, I lost my voice, probably from all the screaming. Every night I feel the pain. Every night I scream. Every night I call for help but no one comes. Every night I call for daddy to come to me to help me and to take the pain away but he never does.I hope someday he would forgive me. Love jenny
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AUGUST 26 2013
Dear diary, Its been seven days since I last ate.You could probably see my bones. My wolf stopped talking to me and healing me.She gave up. I think I give up to. He was right i'm pathetic, i'm not strong enough i'm not good enough. But i wish i was. Love jenny
*****************************************************************************************************Its been a week.A week i haven't eaten, a week iv'e seen my parents, a week someone saw me and a weak full of excruciating pain.I gave up on everything, everyone. my wolf is barely there i Can't move my legs I can't talk I barely have any strength in my hands to write on my diary. I just lay there dirty, hungry.
I was lying on my bed like the last seven days and again i felt the pain but this time it covered my whole body from head to toe it was so painful that i couldn't bare it and the next thing i know i'm surrounded by darkness.
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The Written Rejection
WerewolfWho would have thought that someday, a pen, a paper, a written word could eat my whole life away.Just these three things were needed to make me a shell void of any emotions, any feelings any love. And these three things were needed to make me see t...
