A Twisted Love Story

[Chapter 10]

I wake up the next morning and sit up straight on my bed. Logan's words are still on my mind. I mean, I feel bad though. I rejected him. I know it's a bad choice cause it's kinda hard getting a celebrity to fall in love with you. But, I love James. I'm confused. I walk down to the kitchen and make myself some coffee. I sit down on the kitchen counter and sigh heavily.

I don't even know if my problem with Leo is solved. I'm afraid he'll keep on looking for me. I'm confused if I still love James. Wait. I do. Maybe? I don't know. And now Logan likes me. This is just too much. I mean, it's too early, I guess? I don't know what to do. I know James will never be mine.

I drink my coffee and stare at the kitchen counter. I think about everything. James, Logan and my life. I have a horrible dad, I like James and Logan likes me. It's complicated. I finish my coffee quickly and take a bath.

After bath, I put on my clothes and grab my car keys. I start the car and drive away to the guys' hotel. I thought maybe I can have a word with Logan, I don't know. Once I arrive there, I park my car and go to the guys' room. Apparently, they're sharing. Kinda weird, I guess. I knock on the door and Carlos answers it.

"Kait!" He squeals and hugs me.

"Is Logan here?" I smile slightly.

"He's out to the coffee shop with James,"

"Oh, okay. Thanks, Carlos." I wave and go back downstairs.

I walk to the nearest coffee shop cause that's like the only coffee shop that the guys like. I see Logan sitting in front of James next to a bush. I hide behind the bush and try to listen what are they talking about.

"She likes you, James." Logan says softly.

"But, why?"

"I don't know. Talk to her. I know you love Halston but make her feel better." Logan replies.

Are they talking about me?

"But, why are you telling me this?" James asks.

"It's cause I care about Kait. You can really tell I like her." Logan says and I almost choke.

"Have you told her?"

"I did but she rejected me and it's cause she still loves you." Logan breathes and I stand up slowly.

I walk away, leaving them. Good thing they didn't know I was there. I run back to their hotel and go back to their room. I open the door and walk in. Carlos with his Skittles and Kendall tweeting. I shut the door and sit next to Carlos. Kendall joins in.

"What's up?" Kendall asks happily.

"Nothing," I mumble.

"You're not happy." Carlos whimpers.

"Does it matter?" I ask, looking at him.

"Yeah. Tell us what happened." Kendall interrupts.

"Ugh......I heard Lo-" James and Logan step in.

"Oh, hey guys!" Carlos shouts, finishing his Skittles.

I smile slightly at them and, "What are you doing here?" James asks.

"Hanging out." I fake smile.

"Oh, okay. I'll be at the pool." James steps out.

I sigh and lay down next to Carlos. Carlos turns to me and chuckles. I hope I can tell them what's my problem but I guess I have to solve this on my own. I have to deal everything by myself. Carlos suddenly walks out of the room leaving me, Logan and Kendall. Well, it may not be weird to Kendall but it's kinda weird for me to be around Logan. Cause I rejected him, of course.

Kendall suddenly leaves to the bathroom. Fuck. Really?

"I talked to James.." Logan speaks from his bed which is opposite of Carlos'.

"I know. I heard everything."

"You were there?"

"Behind the bush. And, James isn't gonna make me feel better."

"He will."

"What makes you so sure?"

"I don't know. But, I'm sure he will. I know him well." Logan walks up to me.

"I'm sorry I rejected you." I play with my fingers.

"You have the rights to accept me or not." He says.

James then steps in. Shit. Awkward.