Forbidden Love, a Shadow to Hold

Ch 3: Loss of Hope?

As i silently cry to myself in the bathroom, my phone goes off with a notification of a text that has been sent, its from Kaito. I open it up with blurry vision, from my many tears i am shedding, and look at the text. It says " i am sorry, but, i am injured and out of action for now, please don't get mad, i did this in sacrifice to save you and your brother, i love you and please, i beg of you, don't try to gain the "eternal sleep" as most call it now a days." I stare at the "eternal sleep" part of the text. Soon i slowly move my eyes towards the injury section. All of this brings more tears to my eyes, i cannot hold it in any longer. I let out a loud and pained scream as more tears freely flow down my face. 

JT is up in an instant and yells, "fillie, what happened! Are you ok?!" I just continue to yell as havoc comes down on me in waves, i feel dizzy and unsteady. I look around with blackness clawing at the edges of my blurry vision. I knew this was my breaking point, the final straw of sanity. Images of Kaito on the ground bloody, bruised, and pained flash through my mind. I get up and hit the door behind me time after time. 

I calm down after some time wnd open the door. JT sees me and looks up at me in a feared and worried way. "What happened sis?" He asks. I look at him through tired eyes. He looks at me in a weird way and asks, "what happened to your forehead?" I look at him again and answer, "the hell do you mean?" He takes his hand and strokes my forehead, the area closesest to my eyes, i flinch as a tingling and burning sensation runs through my body when he touches that certain area on my forehead. I stiffle a wimper of pain as he withdrawls his hand. "Blood is still fresh, and all over you, go shower fel." JT says to me. "Ok.." I reply as i go. 

I get into the bathroom again and see blood on the sink's corner in there. "Did i hit my head on there, when i was somewhat blacking out?" I ask myself aloud. Soon i undress and get into the water of the shower. I let the steming water rinse over my body and i sigh in a somewhat relaxed way, even though i still feel like crap. "Ah..." I let out another sigh as i relax further from the warm water. I hear a knocking on the cell door out with JT. "Answer that please?" I holler. I hear the door open and then crashing and yelling.