Alec had ran out if the ceremonial hall and pressed himself on the wall. His chest rise and fell quickly his breath getting shorter. He wanted to fell the ground and crack. He felt this perpetual urgency to cry and scream and break into little pieces. Alec pushed his back harder against the wall trying to regain his composure. Alec's muscles clenched and his upper lip twitched. Completely over having emotions Alec did what he knew best put on a mask. Alec stood tall and marched himself hurriedly to his room. When he entered his room he flinged himself on his bed and broke down. Alec screamed into his pillows and he noticed his face get wet. Alec was crying. Then in the midst of his breakdown a faint ring began. Alec searched for his phone to see that is was Magnus who called him. Alec calmed himself and answered his phone. The man on the other line did nothing but breathe and Alec knew he was there and listening. Alexander said something feirce and rude to the warlock. The warlock responded to the fierceness and rudeness of Alec's comment with flirting. Plain old flirting, inviting Alec to get drinks once more. Alexander not being in the best mental state began angrily "Was I not clear!! I do not want you nor will I ever. You play this cat and mouse game with me. You flirt with me after I reject you. You always look for more search for something else try to push me off my path! You confuse me and I don't...I mean I can't have feelings for you. Magnus leave me alone, please. Just leave me be! I... Magnus....I.......I mean.... Magnus.... I don't know... I...I" Alec began to loose his grip and open himself up "I do not know what to do... I know.... I am sorry. Sorry." There was only silence pure awkward silence. "Magnus?"Alec called . No response. The downworlder left Alec mid-speech. Now Alexander had no clue what to do.
Magnus stared at his phone in disbelief. Alec just turned him away for the last time, Magnus was ready to move on. He was ready. Camille took him years to get over but this Shadowhunter would be different. Magnus stood up and dragged himself to his room. Magnus lay there staring blankly at his decorated roof. He tossed and turned fluffing and changing pillow trying to fall asleep and end this disastrous day. The events just kept replaying over his mind every little detail. Magnus tried to take his mind of the sexy, sexy Shadowhunter and think of Ragnor but it was impossible. There was a voice screaming at him to grieve the loss of his closest friend and not his Shadowhunter. Magnus rolled over in bed and fluffed the pillows one more time.
Alec was mad at himself just partly though, he mostly felt disappointed in himself. Alec wanted Magnus but he knew he couldn't. Alec wanted to run to Magnus show up at his doorstep and fix everything. Alexander knows that the damage has been done. He kissed a guy and not any guy, a warlock, the High Warlock of Brooklyn! A thought creeped into Alec's mind. Maybe he could go to visit Magnus. Alec thought about it and decided the next morning he would go and visit the warlock. Alec trudged to his bed and flopped onto the comforter before drifting off to sleep.
Magnus was unable to sleep and his mind wandered freely. He imagined things but pulled himself into reality too soon. Magnus began playing with the blue sparks he could make shoot out of his finger tips. Then he did something strange. He went and got his phone. He dialed a number, but it was not Alec's.
Magnus pulled himself out if bed and hurried to the bathroom. In the bathroom he got a hand full of gel and ran it through his hair. He put on heaps of eyeliner and eye shadow. The Magnus pulled out his bucket of glitter from under the sink. Magnus put both his hands in and grabbed a shit ton of glitter. He threw it in the air and shimmied through it. With a snap of his fingers all the excess glitter and hair products were put in their rightful place. Magnus hummed a beat as he twirled out of the bathroom and snapped open his closet. Clothes from all decades and clothing fads overflowed his closet. Clothes were falling out and circling around Magnue' feet. Overwhelmed, Magnus with a flick of his wrist pulled out three outfits. They floated above the pile.He looked at them and internally critisized each one, except the last. Obviously he chose the one he did not critisize at all. Magnus slipped into his outfit and traveled to the kitchen with a kick in his step. In the kitchen he elegantly made a colorful alcoholic drink. Magnus looked out the window and watched the sunrise with a little bit of excitement jitters.
When the sun was up so was Alec. Alec sprang up out of bed and scurried to his closet. The closet consisted of back on top of black with a little more black. Alec pulled out an all black outfit and combat boots. Excitedly he pulled on boots and hurried quietly out of his bedroom. He looked around and snuck out of the institute. Alec was going to visit Magnus.
Magnus sipped his drink staring blankly at the sunrise waiting for the person he called hours before to get to his apartment. Magnus walked slowly taking large steps around his apartment. Then he heard a knock at his door...
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Not Everybody Gets A Happy Ending
FanfictionThe Fanfiction is Malec mainly for the Tv show (Shadowhunters) but there are some book references. ~Romantic Ships~ - Malec - Sizzy - Clace - Lace - Climon ~Brotp~ - Clizzy - Saphael - Jalec