I Wish I Could Tell People This ...

Part 13

I just finished telling my friend some of the secrets on here. I'm scared she is gonna blab.

Every time I learn about the deep web my faith in humanity grows just a little weaker.

I like pencil tapping. I secretly hope that someone with a band is looking for a drummer and notices me.

My friend has a unibrow. I just wanna pluck it in the middle. It annoys me.

My friend has adhd and she is so loud sometimes. I feel like older than her when It's really the opposite.

None of my teachers like me except my English teacher. I don't know why. I'm quiet, I do my work, I am reasonably nice, and I respond to questions. I just don't get it.

My mother thinks she is fat and she is not. She used to lash out at me for my weight problems.

I color coloring books as therapy.

I still have a picture up on my wall from 5 years ago. It's from a person who hates me now, but I can't bear to get rid of it because it's so pretty.

I had a friend in middle school. She was a funny fun chick. In high school "she"became a "he" and he hangs out in a different crowd. We sort of fell out of a friendship. Sometimes I would like to become friends again, but I just don't think he likes me anymore. It makes me sad when I think about good old times in middle school. I just hope he is happy now (after his transition and with different friends). She was a wonderful artist. I don't know if he is now, but I still have a drawing she made of me in middle school. (If you are wondering why I am only referring to him in past tense as "her" it is because I was friends with him when he was a woman. He has even told me he wasn't aware of the transition until later. So in the past he was a "her". Please don't judge my choice of wording. I really do hope the best for him.)