I miss you, best friend.

Why?

Why did I started writing? I don't even know myself.
You know writing isn't easy.
Sometimes you could only write when your sad, fucked up and stuff like that; well maybe I do.
I'm really not good at writing when I'm happy; well I don't think that I'm good at writing even when I'm sad.
Which is sad cause I really want to write something happy.
When you read my stories it's always about something sad, depressed and what nods.
I have to admit I am not a fun type of girl; I don't like loud musics, i like to listen to soft/sad songs. I like to read deep poems.
Well that's where I get my inspiration from.
So here I am, thinking that I would be able to write something happy.
Oh well at least I've tried.