JAMES' POV
Spare key......Spare key.....Spare key
I look all around Connor's door for a spare key
I'm not being shut out of this secret anymore
I find it at the top of the door frame
He really needs to hide it better than he has
I open the door and I shut it so they hear I was in, Tristan comes running from what I can make out to be the hallway to Connor's bedroom
"What the hell are you doing here?" he asks folding his arms and Perrie walks out from the hallway
"I heard everything and I know what is going on" I say looking at them
Perrie nervously looks at Tristan
"What happened to a band sharing secrets hey?" I ask
"YOU WASN'T EVEN MEANT TO KNOW! CONNOR IS SO SENSITIVE ABOUT THE SUBJECT AND IT ISN'T FAIR IF EVERYONE KNOWS, I WASN'T MEANT TO KNOW BUT HE FOUND OUT AND I'M PROTECTING CONNOR LIKE A BROTHER WOULD!" Tristan shouts
"There is no need to shout" I say
"NO THERE IS EVERY NEED TO SHOUT, YOU FOLLOWED ME HERE FOR ONE, LISTENED TO A PRIVATE CONVERSATION FOR TWO, PLUS YOU COULD GO AND TELL BRAD AT ANYTIME, YOU AND HIM ARE SO CLOSE AND WHO IS GOING TO HAVE TO PICK UP THE PEACES OF CONNOR'S BROKEN, WELL ALREADY BROKEN HEART? ME AND PERRIE!" Tristan continues to shout
"Tris stop shouting please, we was just trying to calm Connor down" Perrie says rubbing Tristan's arm
"Look I'm sorry I followed you, you're not the only one who is worried about Connor you know, I worry about him a lot, that's why I came here, I went after Brad but he just ignored me so I came here to see if Connor is ok and to see what happen" I say
"Tris say sorry to James" Perrie encourages
"I'm sorry man, I just don't want him getting hurt" Tris says as we both go in for a hug
"I now understand why you have all been acting shifty, but that still doesn't explain what happened between Connor and Brad, why did Brad storm off like that?" I ask
"It's a long story, basically Brad got out the taxi and asked Connor why he was acting funny with him and Connor and Brad got into a shouting match and Connor ran off" Perrie explains
I hear whimpering coming from the bedroom down the hallway
"Can I go and see him?" I ask and Perrie and Tristan both nod
I go down the hallway and go into Connor's bedroom and I see him laying on the bed crying
"Hey mate" I say sitting on the bed next to him and stroking his back
"Leave me alone, you will go and tell him" he says between sobs
I see Perrie sit at the end of the bed and Tristan goes and sits on the other side of Connor
"I promise you I won't tell Brad a thing, its our little secret" I say
Connor sits up with his back against the headboard of his bed
"Non of us here will every tell Brad before you tell him" Tristan says
"Plus we have our bet and I'm not telling Jade any time soon" Perrie says
"What's that about?" I ask
"I'm a lesbian and in love with the one and the only Jade Thirlwall" Perrie says like it is water off a ducks back
"Seriously but Brad..." Perrie smacks my foot before I can finish the sentence
"Can I talk to you outside" Perrie asks
"Sure" I say getting up and leaving Connor's bedroom
We stand out in the hallway before shutting the door so Connor could hear
"James, Connor is in love with Brad, why would he want to know who Brad likes?" Perrie asks
"I'm sorry it was just a shock because you said your in love with Jade and Brad likes her" I say with shrug
"Look I'm not bothered about talking about it, I know Brad likes Jade and Jade probably likes him but I connected with Connor threw it because he is in love with a band mate and so am I" she says, I nod knowing she is making sense
"So can we please be a bit more sensitive around Connor please?" Perrie asks, I nod again
We go back into his bedroom and we join Tristan and Connor who are watching re-runs of friends on the big TV in front of Connor's bed
Brad can't find out, we don't know what judgements he could make
BRADS POV
I have to go and say sorry to him, I feel so bad
I go up to Connor's front door and I knock but no one answers
I knock again but no one answers, I hear breathing coming from the otherside
"Hello?" I say ask I knock again, no one answers
"I know someone is in there" I say as I continuously knock
But still no one answers
"Right since no one is answering I am just going to say it from out here, I'm really sorry Connor, I shouldn't of shouted at you, I want to go back to the way we was, I want to be best friends with you again, you won't let me into your life or anything that is happening, you now won't let me into your flat, I need you Connor, I have so much news to tell you, but I won't do it threw door, call me when you wanna talk, please take in what I said, I love you" i say all before knocking once more and when i know that no one is going to open up i walk off and walk home
I really need him back, i feel so lonely without him
CONNORS POV
As i hear Brad's footsteps walking away from the door, i slide down the door
I was listening to every word Brad said
"Oh Connor" Perrie says as she come and sits next to me on the floor pulling me into a hug
"He can't just throw I love you's around like that, it hurts, it really hurts" i say breaking down in her arms
Tristan and James come in for a group hug with us
"We will make this better, we promise" James and Tristan say
I don't know how they could make any of this better.....ever!
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I Found A Boy (Bronnor FanFic)
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