Black Magic [Jikook]

"Revelation"

[Jin's POV]
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I walked into the shop as always . Pushing the thick wooden door , smiling at the chime that ranged a beautiful melody. There he was , wiping his antiques at the counter . I couldn't help but smile at his posture . He seems so tranquil , like he's in his own little world. If I could , I would live with him and be happy. But he and I both knew it could never happen. I slowly crept over to him , attempting to sneak up on him. I was inches away from his face and he was still too focused on what he was doing. I sighed at my failed attempt . To my surprise , he leaned down to peck my lips and back up again to finish polishing his porcelains. I pouted and crossed my arms. "So , you knew I was here the whole time?" He couldn't help but chuckle. "Yes. the door chime gave you away , Jinnie. He laughed and ruffled my hair.

There he goes again , treating me like some kid who's incapable of things. Look I know I'm 18 and he's 25 but still - He doesn't have to treat me like I'm five , I'm grown enough , grown enough to know that I'm a man's secret lover. I'm content on that though , he's special to me but I know I'm just a fling to him.

I walked over and grabbed one of his books from the shelf. "I'll never understand why you intend on keeping this huge brick . I mean , do you even know how to do 'Black Magic'? I turned to face him . He leaned in and flicked the tip of my nose. "Children shouldn't mess with adult's things."
That was the last straw that broke the camels back. "Namhyun! I'm not a child , I'm 18! I know all I need to know! And frankly-" I stopped once I saw the look on his face. He sighed and sat down on the brownish cream love sofa leaning over the pillows. I looked at him still quite angry. He patted the seat beside him , urging me to sit. I quickly swallowed my words and slumped into the seat beside him , not wanting to look at him. "Speaking of children -". He held his tongue and took another deep sigh. "Jin , my wife is pregnant ...it's a boy." I didn't want to believe what I heard. I mean I knew what I was dealing with , A married man but now a married man and his child. I stood up and attempted to leave Namhyun's shop. "Jin , don't leave". He grabbed my wrist and pulled me towards him. "Let me go! How could you!? H-how could you get her pregnant!? Was this when you were me!?" I was so confused and hurt. He told me he'd leave her for me. That he didn't know what he wanted back then , but how can she be pregnant!? Does he expect me to stay a be the side man?! Forever be his fucking toy!

"Jin , you don't understand! " he yelled back and I was beyond shocked. What is happening ? Namhyun has never yelled at me before. I yanked my arm back and wiped my eyes. I didn't realize I started to cry. "Of course I don't understand! I'm just a fucking kid , remember!? Forget it. Don't come near me again , Namhyun. I-I knew this wouldn't work out. I really thought we .. That we had something ..." And with that last sentence I left and I thought I wouldn't look back.

Later on that night , I thought about the first time we met , our first time together and the secret rendezvous at night . I had so much of him in my head , it was going to be difficult to quickly erase him. I really felt like dying. I wanted this pain to stop . I wanted it to fade away , disappear one by one . The thought of him being a father for the first time hurts. He wot have any time for me , he'll be with his wife , they'll be a full perfect family. But where does leave me? Alone like always so I should get used to it. I looked down to find my bad but I couldn't find it , I then realized I left it at Namhyun's shop and sadly , he's still open around this time. I sighed and decided to take the trip to retrieve my bag.

I grabbed the keys off the counter and headed out the door. I made sure to lock it before hoping on my bike to pedal to his shop. I couldn't stop thinking about what his child would look like on the way there. I also was thinking about baby names, it's a boy so it has to have a similar name to the dad .When I arrived it was really dark , Namhyun's security alarm is disabled , nothing is locked up and the lights are off. I got off my bike , and looked inside through the windows and saw absolutely nothing , not even Namhyun. I walked inside , the bell chime going off. That's when harsh footsteps where heard and I felt hands wrap around me and my mouth I gasps for air in an attempt to scream. I was thrown down on the floor , hitting my head. The lights flickered on and I saw four guys all in black and white masks blocking their features . Namhyun was in the corner , standing by his registrar , giving it to the men. I rubbed my head trying to fathom what the hell was going on .

I saw the men throwing all his antiques and items in a garbage bag. I sat up an looks one of them in the face. "What are you doing!? Stop it!" I tried to stand it I was forced back down. "Can you keep him quiet!? This guy has a lot of good things!" The man I assumed was in charge grabbed the 'black magic' book and started snickering. "Please take anything but that!" I jumped up and stood on my feet. "Yo , shut that kid up." I ran towards the guy holding the book and took it from him . "You can have anything but this book! This book means so much to Namhyun ! I won't let you take -"

Was that a gunshot?

I looked at Namhyun who was wide eyes and crying. I don't understand . What was this pain that I was feeling? It was so numb and I was kinda dizzy. I fell down and the book fell out my hands. I saw blood trail on the floor. The men ran out and Namhyun ran to my side. "J-Jin! Oh- god Jin please don't .. You'll be ... Why would you do that!? " He held me in his arms. It was warm and cozy. I felt tears stream down my eyes. The pain was slowly fading away and so was my heatbeat.  "Namhyun. I-I know the book...is important so..." I couldn't speak , it was I hard and my mouth tasted like blood. I tried to swallow it down but it kept coming up. "Am...I going to die?" Namhyun looked at me , tears just over flowing. It was a sight to see. Namhyun never has cried before. "N-no! You'll Stay with me forever ... A-and we'll live happily together  ! Jin please , the ambulance is on the way ! Hold on !"

Why do I feel so empty ?

I used what little strength I had to reach and run away Namhyun's tears. "I take back what I said. I love you with all my being. You'll make a great father , Namhyun. " I coughed out more blood . That hen things got hazier. I heard sirens but I knew it was too late. He was waiting for me. "Namhyun guess what...?" I said turning my head to look him in the eyes. Namhyun held me tighter to him. " W-what it is it Jinnie ?" I was fading out and my eyes were already shut but my speak was there.

"Name him ...N-Namjoon... Kim Namjoon... Okay?"

Everything stopped moving. My last breathe was taken and it was suddenly dark. ...

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I appeared  in front of Jimin in the middle of the night. "Jimin..." I said softly. Jimin rolled over to face me. "Jin , it's 12 pm. What's wrong?" I ran into his arms and gripped on him as tight as possible. "I just relived my death...J-jimin ... I was so scared to die. ." Jimin ran his finger though my hair. He smile at me. "Don't worry Jinnie. I'll bring you back."

"I promise..."

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Sorry for being gone for so long. School really has been taking over. I hope to update more this week! I hope you guy loved this sad piece of typos!

It's like 1am and I had only 200 words. I have now 1470! Enjoy ! I love you thanks for the 2K!! ❤️❤️👏💕