What Would I Do Without Your Smile

Wait i did what????

Lily POV

You guys must say that i shoulf have stuck

up for myself right? You guys are

absolutely correct but hey call me a

coward. The only valif thing i thought was

to run away from here and all my problems

lets in short die in a hole but i stayed in my

ppace and gave her a death glare. She

shrinked and sashayed away

(A:/N dorkdiaries). Well atleast she walked

away onstead of embarrassing me more

when i turned aroud i found Evan looking

at me in a shocked manner" Um hi didn't

see you there" i aqwardly smiked at him

"You fricking cut yourself what the hell"

he basically screamed at me. I actually

tried to calm myself and not get angry

cause he was just screqming at me for no

reason"Screaming at you for no reason are

you kidding me or something". Woah did i

say that out loud. " Um yea you did it

again" " Calm Mr. Grumpy pants chill"

He looked at like i had jusy stbed innocent

kitten" Listen Evan you no nothing about

my life so i would suggest if you would

keep out of it" i whispered at him angrily

Ater gym i took a showerand heard some

giggling noises next stall . I ignored it

and trailed to my locker . After punching

in my password and opening my locker a

picture fell down . I scrunched my

eyebrows and looked at it carefully. What

i saw was like i was holding my nightmare

or you can also call it the reason why

suicide. It was a picture of me completely

naked taking a shower. There was a note

behing it " This is what happrns to those

who mess with me xoxo" i wispered and

felt something wet slide down my cheek

and before i knew it i was full on sobbing

in the now empty hall way . I decided to

ditch all the classes and go to one place

tha5 i know no one will hurt me . The only

place i can call mine and that is the library.

It is my secong home to me it feels like

where i belong i read "Fault in the star"

and in the ending i started crying not

because of the book but because of what

was happening to me. I mean i was getting

bullied and i knew that i had to tell

someone, but what if i ignore them for a

while they will forget about me . I mean

there is a huge possibility. Yea that would

be sensible to do ignore them. Oh boy oh

boy how wrong i was

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