What Would I Do Without Your Smile

The new kid

Lily POV

"RING RING" The stupid alarm clock stared

buzzing. I smashed it so it would stop

eating my head. I took a shower and wore

a full sleeve so nobody would see the

pencil scratches. That reminded me that i

had to buy razors because if i kept on

using a pencil i would get rashes. I put

my hair in a bun and took my penniboard

with me. I took of to the closest shop which

was target i quickly bought two packets

and rushed to get to school. You see

everyday Dan would take me but she

decided to go batshit on me . I finally

reached school and went to my Ap

language class . Im not one of thise people

who say that the class was over and i didnt

even notice Hell No every second seemed

like an hour specially because Daniella and

Katherine were sitting right behing me an

it is really hard to concentrate when

someone keeps throwing paper at you or

gossip about you. I wanted to lash out but

i didn't shockingly. I really wanted to talk

to Daniella and just say sorry like i usually

do but not this time. This time i needed to

be strong. Oh u mean be strong by cutting

yourself my inner voice stated sarcasticly. I

did what i do best and ignore it. "Ok class

there is a new student here from England

please welcome yarlin " the teacher

announced. The fuck a new student in

middle of the semester eh whateves its not

like he and I are gonna become best

buddies. The new kid or yarlin walked in

and smiled aqwardly . " Hey I'm yarlin and

I'm from london"Omg his accent was

totally bae and I could literally see drool

coming out of Katherine's mouth I so badly

wanted to say something like as badly as

when you wanna use the washroom for a

very long time and you are like conceal

don't let it feel and when you reach home

you sit on the toilet and scream let it go.

Basically really badly but I didn't so yarlin

came and sat down beside me I of course

introduced myself. What Yarlin said next

shocked me I mean his first words to me

was 'Girl I'm gay ' . Its not my fault that my

face gave out the expression of da fuck but

I quickly composed myself and said "Well

I'm Annalizabeth and you can call me Anna

" oooh ooh can I call you liz .... wait yes I

can right liz? "" Yes of course". So Yarlin

and I had gym and maths together the

last two perids. I was walking with Yarlin

to the gym when the who-i mean

katherine stood in front of us with Daniella

behind her "Well well well if it isn't the

loner " The only thing I could think of was

how badly I wannna kill her then dump

her body in the sea and the other thing

was that did that bitch seriously say well

well well. I am come on that is so fucking

cliché . "Omg hey Yarlin I didn't see you

there I think you got lost " "Why would you

think that " "Um duh you are hanging out

with her ". What happened next was

unbelievable Yarlin held my hand and

sashayed away whn I turned around to see

their faces they were fucking. I stop and

said " But first let me take a picture"

Hey guys u haven't uploaded in a bit cause well I have school and all . I just wanna say that yarlin is actually my friend and he is not gay it was just for the book and yea bye