What Would I Do Without Your Smile

One day down many more to go

Evan POV

I cant fucking believe that she cuts herself i

mean it is not my business i i guess i care

for her, yea yea call me sappy and all but

its the truth. I'm not gonna tell her that

because then she will think of me as a freak

or something. After she stomped away to

the girls bathroom . I waited for her to

come out but she didnt see me and walked

away. I had to get to my class or else i

would get very late and earn myself

a detention but I have to talk to lily and

sort this mess out and fix this girl, Daniella,

up as well cause i think she hit a weak

point of lily.

Lily POV

I spent hours and hours reading books and

listening to music. I was trying to forget

that my life was going down the drain

and trying not to think that all the nights

now on i will spent crying my soul out

and when i wake up i will have puffy eyes

and tear stained cheeks. Ms Rebecca

silently approached"Hey dear im sorry but

I'm closing down the libraray you will have

to leave"she said "Ahh i see you dont like

my company anymore huh? " i teased her

in return she just laughed. I went home and

opened facebook . I had a message from

an anonymous "Now I'm sure you wouldn't

like that picture to get leaked would you.

Well im guessing not so from now on I

want you to stay in the shadows and get

the hell away from Evan got that you little

SLUT" Why that was the only thing going in

my mind . What did I do to deserve this

i didnt know what to do because. I might

have become a teeny weeny bit attracted

to Evan. My thoughts were jumbled up

i had no friggen idea what to do next. So i

went up to my study table and took a

pencil and to relief myself fron all this

tension i started scratching myself the

pain was unbearable i wanted to stop

but there was a voice which kept on

motivating me. Telling me to keeep on

doing to keep on hurting myself. Deep

down i knew that if i didnt stop right

now i would get addicted to it. But it was

to late now o had already given in , given

in to my inner demon which was satisfied

with what i was i was doing to myself.

I went to bed and cried myself to sleep

cliché i know but niw i guess that was my

life from now on