******Hey this is my first entry its a lil beginner but oh well This just how I was feeling so it might make u feel weird but I hope u enjoy******
AS I LAY AWAKE THINKING WHY THOUGHT MAKING ME MADDER I'M THINKING LIKE DANG I JUST SAW YOU NOW IM SEEING YOU IN IN A DIFFERENT FORM IT'S NOT A JOYOUS OCCASION ALTHOUGH THEY HAVE BEATUIFUL FLOWERS AND a BUNCH OF PEOPLE YOUR IN A CASKET EVEN THOUGH THE PREACHER IS SAYIN YOUR IN A BETTER PLACE YOU SHOULD'VE SEEN THAT LOOK ON MY FACE THE SERVICE IS WRAPPING UP AND THE CASKET IS BEING CLOSED AND YOUR BEING CARRIED OUT OF THE CHURCH AS YOU pass ME IN YOUR CASKET I CRY SO HARD MY INSIDES AchED WITH SO MUCH PAIN THOUGHTS RACING SO FAST MY HEAD begins TO HURT TEARS START FLOWING I'M GOING CRAZY I SCREAM PARENTS RUNNING TO MY RESCUE ASKING ME IF IM OK I SAY YESS I WIPE MY TEARS AND TRY TO CLEAR MY THOUGHTS AND THEN TRY TO GO TO A FAKE DREAM LAND EVEN THOUGH YOUR DEATH IS CONSTANTLLY ON MY BRAIN -D.J.J.R <3
