When the clock tic-tocs at evening that's the time we are together.
Every night you are here, we can see each other;
Darkness came and I'm with her.
She shines like those dots of stars around her.
We are very far from each other but you stayed for me.
I was never alone since you never left me.
I talked to you every night;
As you cuddle me with your moonlight.
I can see the sunrise of the dawn,
The night's over and I have to face a new day.
A new day with same shit that puts me down;
I still want to be with you, please don't fade away.
It's sad that there are times that I can't see you.
Change of phases and eclipse may occur,
I know you are just over those clouds watching me long for you,
And each night as I look at the moonless sky, I still wait beside my door.
As time pass by, I needed more help.
Day by day I start to hate myself.
My emotions are getting screwed up,
And there are no time that I'm not fucked up.
I am suffocating, drowning, surviving.
while those who surrounds me looks fine.
This pain is emotionally killing me but I am trying,
Trying to smile, trying to fit in, trying to be fine.
Sunrays kissed my pale skin.
It hurts, waking up in reality.
I hate this damn mornings, full of cruelty.
I looked at everybody, painting my face with a grin.
All I have is who I am, at the end of the day.
The sun shows up every day.
To remind me that in order to survive, i must not be replaced by my shadows.
I have to find the path even if it's too hard or narrow.
And during nightfall, as stars sparkle the night sky up,
The moon will show up,
Telling me that I am not alone, I have her,
She will always be there to guide me.
