Married To My Enemy, Ross Lynch

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A/N REMEMBER TO READ THE NOTE AT THE END (:

TAYLOR'S POV:

Weeks flew by and fall ran in. It's probably been 3 weeks after me and Ross getting back together, Me and Ross already fixed everything for the wedding, and trust me that was a pain in the ass.

I wanted to get the wedding over with..fast. Mainly because I can't bare to watch Louis in the crowd as Ross puts the ring on my finger. It puts me in so much pain. I'm such a screw up, why did I even kiss him in the first place. And I will have to tell Ross eventually just finding the right time to,

My phone started ringing, I groaned loudly as I stomped downstairs to find Ross watching TV and the phone on the kitchen counter. I pick it up and heard a familiar female voice, Stormie.

" Hello, Taylor, I'm actually going to visit you guys tonight for dinner just to talk to you about some things about the wedding."

" Oh Alright then, where and when will we be having dinner. Our house is free, I can make dinner for everyone". I said

We hung after, knowing what will happen later tonight. In the meantime, I have been avoiding Ross as much as possible because of the incident with Louis and I knew I could never forgive myself for that so how will Ross feel about this. All that was on my mind is how I should tell Ross. Do I even tell him?

I debated over telling him for about 10 minutes when Ross yelled in a very cute voice, "TAYLORRR, CAN I HAVE SOME SODA PLEEAAWWZZZ". I got some Sprite out of the fridge and walked into the living room where Ross was playing an intense game of Call of Duty. I rolled my eyes. Boys.

After handing him the soda, I quickly went back upstairs but a hand caught mine preventing me from escaping. I looked back, it was Ross grabbing my arm.

He pulled me into his lap and gave me small kisses along my jawline. His hands made his way at the hem of my sweatshirt and I knew what he wanted.. but I just couldn't do this.

Before he could go any further, I quickly removed his hands from me and stood up on my own. His eyebrows furrowed, "Taylor, what wrong? Did I do anything to make you upset".   Oh Lord. Here is Ross worried that he had something to do with me being upset, while I cheated on my freaking fiancé who knows nothing about what happened. "No it's nothing.. really. Your parents and family will be here soon for dinner at our house.. so I have to get ready and start cooking." I said to him trying to get away from him.

He looked at me suspiciously but let me go.

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After about two and a half hours of cooking, and setting everything up for the dinner, I hear the doorbell ring. I grinned, excited to see Rydel.

I walk to the front steps and open the front door to be greeted with an overwhelming amount of hugs from Rydel. I laughed and welcomed everyone inside.

Once everyone was talking and having some random conversation, Rydel sneaked up on me.
" God, Taylor I miss you so so much." she says happily but then looks worried for a moment.
" Tell me about it, we need to hang out soon... Um is everything alright you kinda look worried there?." I said noticing her facial expressions.
" Yea.. Um sure I guess everything's good.. for now. I mean yea everything is normal, but you know life is never really normal cause no one is perfect. So.. Um yea.." She rambled on and on.
" Stop lying to me Rydel. I know when you know something about me or involving me and you know I'm gonna have to know so SPILL THE SECRETS".  I said.
"But.. Taylor, It's not a big deal.. really.. Um how about we hang out at that old park we always used to be in before." I looked at her suspiciously as she changed the subject. "Sure". I let her slide on this.

We walked into the dining room to see everyone eating like pigs. Me and Rydel laughed and went upstairs and talked about the good times we had together. I almost forgot about the kiss me and Louis shared.. God I never felted more ashamed about myself.

After a while, everyone slowly left and it was just me and Ross in the house. He wrapped his hands around my waist and said, " You know, it's really lonely in this house sometimes, maybe we should have some babies one day." he said smiling. I thought about it and said one day.

"Ross" I said feeling nervous already.
"Yes, baby girl."
"um.. I don't know how I should say this but uhh while we were fighting and when I stayed at Harry's house , I kind of kissed Louis. " I said extremely fast hoping he didn't understand any of it and would leave me along. Unfortunately, he understood every word I said.

I couldn't even look at him, i looked down and stayed quiet until I was scared of what he was going to say to me. I took all the courage I had to peak a glance at him. He was staring at me, his mouth was open and he looked very shocked.
"I'm so sorry, I really am okay. I was just so in the moment but i regret it everytime i think about it and i didn't know how i should tell you and i felt so bad so i avoided you all day.." I rambled on and on but it seemed that he didn't hear anything i said.

He sat on the couch. He didn't say a word for a while. I was about to be in tears when he said "How can we be married if we are hiding things from each other. How can we spent the rest of lives together when we are having affairs with others.  This isn't right Taylor. It really isn't.. Why Taylor why??" he looked at me with disapproval.

that night we didn't talk, speak, or even look at each other. he slept on the couch while i slept on the bed. I felt so so bad and i didn't know what to do anymore. i couldn't fall asleep until i forced myself to shut my eyes and to think of something else not involving ross, like me and rydel hanging out tommorow. but then i remembered rydel is ross's sister and then i started thinking again. i finally slept for a good two hours when i heard the front door close.

I left it alone, i checked my phone it was 4 in the morning, i tried getting as much sleep as i could. Finally it was about 9, and i got ready to hang out with rydel. I changed into the first few things i saw in my closet and headed downstairs fearing ross. i didn't feel like breakfast, i didn't see ross until he opened the front door. he was the one who left in the morning. his eyes were red and it looked like he never slept. " D-did you sleep last night?" I asked worried. he rolled his eyes at me and looked at me up to down. " Where are you going, going to kiss another guy?" he said mockingly.

Ouch that hurts, but I knew I deserved it for what I did.

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