Depression, Cutting, And Suicide Poems.

I hate you.

I hate you so fucking much.
Everything is always my fault.
ITS ALWAYS ME.
You will NEVER be a dad to me.
You're the reason I'm like this.
You're the cause for my;
Suicidal thoughts,
Severe depression,
Severe anxiety,
Self-hate,
Self-harm,
Crying,
Ect.
I hate you.
I fucking hate you.
All you are is;
A cheater,
Lazy,
A asshole,
Alcoholic,
Homophobic,
Judgemental,
Loud mouth,
Shit talker,
Neglative dad and husband,
Abusive,
Terrible son,
Ect.
I hate you.
You will NEVER be my dad.
All you tell me;
"Lose some weight!",
"Quit eating!",
"It's all in your head!",
"Faggot, you're going to hell!",
"MOVE!",
"I should disown you!",
"You're just a disappointment!",
"Get those things out of your ears!",
"I'm embarrassed to be around you.",
"Quit dying your fucking hair!",
Ect.
I'm nothing to you.
All you want is for me to;
Make good grades,
Look like a popular kid,
Act perfect,
Be perfect,
Ect.
WELL NEWS FLASH,
NOBODYS PERFECT.
AND YOU ARE FROM FROM IT.
SO DON'T EXPECT ME TO BE.
I hate you.