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Siena's pov
"W-what do you mean?" I try to play it off. "I woke up, you weren't next to me. Where were you?" He scratched his head, "ohh I was in here the whole time" I'm hoping he didn't come in here before me."Okay" he shrugs "hey you wanna go do something?" I turn to look at him.
"What could we do at 11 o'clock at night?"
He runs his fingers through his hair "hmm maybe pizza?" I am hungry and we've only had little snacks for dinner.
"Okay let me get ready" he nods and i go to my bag and chuck on a jumper, redo my hair in two braids and put on my jeans.
"I'm ready lets go" I say tying my shoe lace. "Okay let me grab my wallet" I know not to argue about who pays for what from all arguments his won.
"Where are you going" Grayson stands at the top of the stairs in his sweatpants. "We are going out for pizza" Ethan appears behind him.
"Do you wanna come?" Ethan just can't stand not being with Grayson can he?
I glare at Grayson hoping he'll say no. I know it's going to make things awkward.
"Yeah I'll be two minutes hold on" he smiles at me.
My heart aches. I hate that he has that affect on me, no one has ever made me feel this way, but he changed that.
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"Are you okay" Ethan puts his slice of pizza down and waits for me to answer.
"Yeah, why?" I smile. "You've been acting weird since we left the house" he furrows his eyebrows. I pick up my slice of pizza and take a bite.
I hate lying and going behind Ethan's back about what's been going on, but I don't feel comfortable telling him that Grayson and I are friends with benefits.
"No, I haven't" I feel Grayson's
eyes on me as I chew my pizza which makes me kind of insecure."Okay" he takes a bite of his pizza and I watch as his jaw clenches and loosens. It's quite entertaining.
I use to have a little crush on Ethan when we became friends, but I soon forced those feelings for him out of my mind knowing he just wanted a friend.
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When we get back to their house I'm exhausted and I just wanna go to bed.
"If it's okay with you guys I'm just gonna go to bed" I yawn "okay I'll come up soon" Ethan hugs me.
"Night" I say reaching the top of the stairs.
Ethan's pov
"What happened between you to" I sit on the lounge across from Gray."Nothing, why?" He has his eyes peeled to his phone "it's obvious something happened."
He doesn't respond, now I know that something is going on.
"Grayson what the fuck happened you can't keep shit like this away from me" he snaps his head up.
"Do you really wanna know?" He has a smirk played on his face.
"Yes. Tell me" I sit up and wait for him to answer. "I'm doing her" his smirk stays on his face and he laughs as a gasp.
I want to punch that smirk right off his face but I'm still.
I know he's a fuckboy but I never thought he would go for Siena.
Who am I kidding, he goes for all the girls at school.
"Hard to believe?" He laughs, "why the fuck do you think this is funny Gray?" Anger fills my body as I glare at him.
"Aww Ethan. Jealous you couldn't get in to her panties before I could?" He rolls his eyes.
"Don't talk about her like that" I stand up and walk away from him before I could take a swing at him.
I'm so shocked, I didn't even realise that Siena was like that.
I don't know if I'm angry or annoyed that she didn't tell me.
I should just sleep it off and talk to her about it tomorrow.
Wait. Should I tell her? No, no I'm just going to act like I don't know and it won't make things even more awkward.
I make my way up to my room where I hear light snores. She really was tired.
I tuck a strand of her hair behind her ear and watch how peaceful she is as she sleeps.
I know if she woke up to see me staring at her she would scream but I can't help it.
She's beautiful.
I wish I could tell her how I really feel about her. But I don't want to loose what we have as friends.
I've only just started to grow feelings for her, they are growing fast and I can't stop them.
Thinking about her and Grayson, having sex and doing shit like that. It feels like a knife being repeatedly jabbed in to me.
The worst thing is, he doesn't even care about her. And knowing her she has probably fallen for his heartless ass.
After I'm done thinking about this whole situation, I take my shirt and climb in next to her.
Turning off the lamp I lay a kiss on her temple before shutting my eyes.
I think I love her.
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