Irresistible

Chapter 18: Another love

**Recap Zayn’s Pov**

Somehow you kicked all my walls in

So baby say you’ll always keep me

Should I act so cool, like it was no big deal

Wish I could freeze this moment in a frame and stay like this

I’ll put this day back on replay and keep reliving it

But here’s the tragic truth if you don’t feel the same

My heart would fall apart if someone said your name

And with those words written on my sheet of paper I fell asleep.

Zoe’s Pov

I slowly opened my eyes. I took in my surroundings when I suddenly remembered where I was. I was at a hotel right? Sharing a hotel room with… zayn? Yeah I remember. I sat up straight on the bed and took a deep shaky breath.

I pressed my lips together and bit on the inside of my cheek and let me tell you, it hurts. I slid my legs from underneath the blanket which I don’t remember pulling over me last night. Did zayn do that? No! he ran off remember.

Why did he run off? Was he angry with me? Had I done something wrong?

I probably did something wrong but I can’t remember what it could be. Maybe it’s because I am the reason his best friends turned against him? Did I cause problems in their friendship? I did!

Why do I have to ruin everything. Why am I always hoping that he’ll actually like me, that he would actually care for me MORE than someone else, more than another fan, even though I couldn’t even be considered as a fan, I didn’t know anything about them.

I sighed and decided to get up. I mean, I wasn’t going to stay in this bed forever right? What time is it anyway?

I got out of the bed and made it, I felt guilty for messing up the bed completely. And something I felt even more guilty about was that I slept in the bed instead of zayn. Where did he sleep?

I walked over towards the door and placed my hand over the door handle, I was about to pull it down when a thought crossed my mind.

Is zayn going to be there?

Well I can’t stay forever in this room and if I did then he would come in himself anyway so I’m going to face him anyway.

I took a deep breath, preparing myself a little bit before I pulled the door handle down and tried opening the door as quiet as possible.

I scanned my surroundings with my eyes before actually stepping out of the room, I didn’t see zayn anywhere. Where was he?

I slowly made my way to the couches. IF zayn slept at this hotel room then it must be on one of the couches right? I walked around the couches cause I could only see the back of it and when I finally was able to see the front of it I gasped.

I quickly slapped my hands in front of my mouth. Remembering myself to be quiet but I couldn’t help but stare at the sleeping guy on the ground, his back leaning against the couch and his one hand covering a pencil on the table.

He fell asleep like that? Why didn’t he at least went to lay on the couch, I mean, that was the least he could do. What was he doing before he fell asleep.

I took a step closer to him and noticed the paper underneath his hand which was holding the pencil. I couldn’t help but to be curious and wonder what was on it.

I slowly removed his hand from the paper and took it from the table. It was clearly visible that he wrote it, it was his handwriting but just a bit more messier than normal. Probably because he must have been tired.

Should I put coffee and granola on a tray in bed

And wake you up with all the words I still haven't said?

And tender touches, just to show you how I feel

Or should I act so cool, like it was no big deal?

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Wish I could freeze this moment in a frame and stay like this

I'll put this day back on replay and keep reliving it

Cause here's the tragic truth if you don't feel the same

My heart would fall apart if someone said your name

Truly, madly, deeply, I am

Foolishly, completely falling

And somehow, you caved all my walls in

So baby, say you'll always keep me

Truly, madly, crazy, deeply in love with you

I hope I'm not a casualty,

Hope you won't get up and leave

I don't mean that much to you

But to me it's everything, Everything

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I gulped. Of course.

Of course!

Of course! How could I have been this stupid!

How could I not see this?!

I’ve been such an idiot!

Of course!

It all makes so much more sense now!

Zayn is in love with someone else!

He is just trying to make clear to me that he is not interested in me, I bet he just doesn’t want to hurt me.

I sighed, I guess he deserves this person. He must really like her if he writes a song about her. It’s so sweet. I smiled a little. I was happy for this person. She’s a lucky girl.

I hadn’t noticed I was crying until I noticed my cheek getting wet and my eyes starting to see blurry. I quickly placed the paper back on the table close to zayn and whipped  my tears away.

I knew zayn would never actually fall for me. Even though I’ve fallen for him completely.

I will always love him, I know that for sure. I’ll just have to hide it if I want to stay friends with him.

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