Chapter 6

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I woke up to a loud crash in the living room; everything was on the floor broken, shattered, and messy. It  had reminded me of me. I got up to see Daisuki Going crazy. He was throwing things on the floor, shouting, and running around the house like a mad man. But I'm not saying he isn't. I'm actually to scared to ask him what's wrong or if he's looking for something because I know he will probably take all his anger out on me like he's been doing for the last couple of years. So while he is occupied this will be a great time to sneak up stairs and hide inside of my room until he's over with his temper tantrum.

Ten minutes had passed and he's now calm but I'm still to scared to go down stairs. He seemed really mad like something bad happen to him, I heard  loud knock on my door, more like banging.
" ORIHIME ! OPEN THE DOOR, NOW!"  Daisuke shouted. I was to scared to stand up but I did anyway,
I opened the door to see a mess everywhere; glass Broken, tables broken, chairs broken  and pictures shattered.  There was a huge mess that someone as in me had to clean up.
"Move, go to the living room now." Daisuke said in a calm manner making me scared and nervous of what's about to come. But I still walked down stairs looking at everything that was broken, all the mess I had to clean, everything that was pulling me to become an emotional wreck looking at everything that makes me want to cry and scream  in the emotional and physical pain that I have to faced, shout in agony of the unfairness God has plagued me with.

"Orihime listen, there is something I have to tell you." Daisuke said rather calm.  "What is it." I said as my voice trembled like my skin.  " I lost my job, and you need to step up in this house to provide for the both of us now." He said as he looked me dead in the eyes.
"I don't think that will be a problem...right ?" He said sarcastically while smirking. He knew if I had said yes he would have beaten the no out of me. He didn't even wait for a reply as he walked to his room and closed his door, and I started to hear whimpering from the living room.

Is he serious?!  I've been working since the tender age of fifteen to provide for the both of us, I would give up of half my check to him for food and supplies and all he would do was waste it on gambling and liquor, I EVEN WORK TILL 9 PLUS DO EXTRA SHIFTS... NOW I HAVE TO FIND ANOTHER JOB TO KEEP MY TIME MORE OCCUPIED PLUS I HAVE TO KEEP UP WITH MY SCHOOL AND MY GOOD GRADES.  "Calm down Hime." I thought breathing in and out counting to 10 as I paces back and forth through the messy living room.

I ran to my room, crawled on the bed,  pulled the covers over my head and let it all out in silent tears that had fell down my face as I looked up at the nothingness of the dark ceiling. As I felt my heart slowly breaking into pieces, As I felt the ache and hole in my heart grow bigger as each tear fell down my cheek, As each thought of why God doesn't love me enough to just put me out my misery passed my mind multiple times.

I heard loud yelling of my name telling me to get up and get ready for the hell people call school. The place where it makes people regret being born, the place where you can't be accepted unless you're like the others, the place where it's filled  with creeps and judge mental a**holes. But hey, who am I to judge. I unfortunately had to get out my bed. But I took a warm shower to get the sleep and bags from under my irritated eyes, brushed my teeth, and had handled my hygiene before Going downstairs to make the devil himself his breakfast and packed my lunch. After that I had put on my shoes and had began my journey to hades.
To my surprise it was a pleasant walk; no Rukia and her posse, no yelling teens telling me to move out the way, and no Daisuke.

The wind was blowing it's cool air as the leaves and and trees flowed to the rhythm. It has reminded me of the good times with sora-nii and Okaa-San, they times when we would all go to the park together and play different types of games, and when Sora-nii, ichigo, and Grimmjow would be overprotective with me when boys came around, or when me and okaa -San would have picnic dates with them and we were all so young, Innocent, cheerful, and unaware of what the future had in store for us. I had  felt something wet slide down my face as I made my way to the dirty school stairs, only to notice that it was tears sliding down face. I quickly rubbed them away as I walked in to the school building.  People had looked up to see who was at the door and only noticed it was me then  went  back to their normal boring lives.

I Walked to my locker and put my lunch in it and and took out my books.
I closed my locker and started to walk only to see the one and only Renji  
Abarai standings in my way like a brick wall. "Hey you okay?" He asked with what looked like a worried expression, reason unknown.
Yea, thanks for asking Renji-Kun I said lying with a slight smile. Well I am happy that at least someone somewhat  cares about my well being. "No problem, just checking if you're alright. Well... See you in class!"  Renji said while smiling at me.  So does that make us friends I thought curiously as he walked away. Yea right who am I kidding.

I began my journey to class only to be stopped by ichigo walking towards me.  I didn't know what to do I  was slightly panicking and turned around and started to walk the other way. "Orihime wait!" Ichigo yelled from across the hall way causing people to look at him to see what all the noise was about. I pretended not to hear him and continued walking the wrong way until I felt someone also know as ichigo  grab my wrist that was still hurting from fighting which caused me to flinched a little.  He must have notice because he had let go of my wrist  so quickly you would have thought  he accidentally touched fire. Yes, kurosaki, How may I help you. I said formally.
"Orihime stop, you know me you don't have to call me by my last name" ichigo said with a slight attitude while looking me in the eyes.
"Know you!? Yea right, maybe years ago." I said giving him the same treatment. "What are you even Doing here, I mean what are you calling me for." I said looking down the hall seeing it get empty... just like me.
"Orihime, I came to ask if you were ok you were bleeding a lot, and I know Rukia didn't do that to you, So what happened." Ichigo said with a demanding tone.
Who does he think he is. He think he can just randomly come up to me without talking to me in years and just demand me tell him about what happened, about the hell that I faced, and about what I been through? Now I'm mad... No actually I am furious.

"Who the hell are you to demand something from me!" I Yelled  glaring holes in to his eyes. "I'm fine thanks for asking  ichigo, but why do you even care , You never cared before. You kn... " Oh snap that's the late bell!  I thought Before I could  finish giving him a piece of my mind. You know what,  it's not even worth my time nor breath, "Bye ichigo." said shoving pass him. Great. 
Now  I have to come up with a good excuse as to why I'm late.  My
Life is literally a living hell.

Um hay guys long time no see sorry for the late update it's been like 2years please forgive me😭 sorry that this chapter is boring I will Be updating soon tho 💙 sorry for being m.i.a I really am plus I don't have a person to check to see if my spelling,punctuation, and grammar is correct😢still needed any volunteers? No! Ok😢

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