Monophobia -SehunxLuhan-Luhan's p.o.v

Night or Day

Ch.5
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Time seemed to go as slow as it could this morning as I walked into the office that led to the studio, the bright lights of the room irritated my sleep deprived eyes, but I was sure that they would understand.

Taking the quick elevator and walking into the now darker studio my eyes were relieved as I rubbed them to sooth the annoyance, shutting the door behind me. "LuHan- you made it." The director couldn't take his eyes off the equipment in front of him, his fingers glued onto the dash moving quickly along the millions of buttons and I felt myself instantly sinking into boredom, or was that emptiness that I was feeling?

"I didn't know you'd be here so early hyun-" I stopped before I could finish. Did I really just try to-I mentally scolded myself as the director took his headphones off of his ears and looked at me, brow arched in confusion and I just quickly detached my eyes from his to pour myself a dixie cup shot of coffee to stop me from embarrassing myself any further.

"Okay, well just get in there." He said, placing his headphones back on after he was done judging me. "W-wait...Director Cheng?" I caught him before he could push the volume on his headphones. 

He took his attention off the panel again and placed the headphones on his neck so he could hear me better. "I've been going a little crazy lately.." I admitted, originally not wanting to ask my question in the first place.

"I can see that Lu." He laughed a bit, organizing his desk in the spare time he now has as he was waiting for my question.

"Yeah...and I was wondering if I could maybe go over to Seoul for a while, to clear my head..." I said quickly, maybe somehow he didn't catch all of that..

His eyes had held something like shock but it wasn't that exactly, he shook his head, now not looking at me.

"I usually let things slide easily, especially when it comes from you, you know that." He said slowly, but not as sternly as I thought he would.

"But you're just too busy right now to be going that far, to clear your head in South Korea of all places."

What was I thinking, he was right, it was too far, too much time and money, it was useless, what was I going to find.

"Ah..okay yes I understand Cheng.." My voice was deeper than it was initially and I found disappointment lurking in me.

"I'm sorry LuHan,we just can't affo-"

"No really, sorry it was a stupid question, just forget it." I didn't look at him again, why do I continue to do this to myself, this had to end sometime...

There was silence after I cut the director off and I felt a horrible clench in the middle of my chest, grabbing the lyric sheet on the table I placed my things on the floor.

I unlocked the door to the small boxed room that held even more equipment and a chair. I suddenly wished that I decided to stay home today because my body feels like it was on fire, but at the same time hypothermic and I thought for a second maybe I would faint.

"Sehun get off of me and clean the room~"
"Did you hear me?"

I took my eyes off of the corner of the room, shaking my head to clear the sudden back flash.

"Ready Han?"

"Hannie~ Just give it back, I want to eat it hyung!"
"Hm~I guess you're going to have to call me oppa then"
"Aniyo~..."
"Ugh...Oppa..."

" Luhan are you listening to me?"
"Y-Yeah sorry." I shook myself out of it again. Why was I like this?

"Okay then, 1-2-3-