Monophobia -SehunxLuhan-Luhan's p.o.v

Arch Angel

Ch.12
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That night, I think I heard the clock tick a billion times, a movie was playing softly in the fuzzed background. Sehun had mentioned that it was his new favorite horror movie and I couldn't believe how much I missed this ... This peace of mind.

Sehuns eye lids were half closed, his brain fighting sleep for as long as it could so he could watch until the credits role. His body was curled up against the dip of my hip and he lightly pureed with every flash of a murder on the flat screen.

"I'm scared." Sehun had said, his head shifting to look at me from my shoulder. You internally laughed saying I told you so.

"No, I'm not talking about the movie...what if... What if I don't get to see you again?" Sehuns eyes became doe with a hint of pure innocence and you had wondered the same thing. What happens after this..?

"I believe, that if we somehow meet in the middle, this could be something...more and I swear when that day comes we could run."

There was no more words after that. I had told him not to cry anymore, that there were other times, funerals, f's, pain that he could cry for but I would look into his eyes and only see pain.

Seeping into him and staying there wasn't as hard as I thought it would be, but ignoring the silence that's become so loud, I didn't think I could leave.

He'd fell asleep just like that and like of hoped, he pulled me in with him.

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(Hello, Sehun)
"안녕하세요...세훈..
This will never be enough and please don't think that this is easy for me, because it is not. I felt that it would be less painful for you though, if I had left while you rested. I wished that I could've held you longer, said better things, made some sort of impact on you, but I hope to God that I was at least something. I know that the rest of the members are worried sick, especially because of your circumstances, so open up to them...I will never ask you to do anything but this one last request...I beg you...keep waking up, and when you think of me, know that I'm coming to you-my destination.
사랑합니다, 오세훈...

I had gotten up later that morning, and he was nothing less of a princess. His skin glee with the radiant hues of the sun that seeped through the shades and he had this slight smile on his face.

I later broke down in the bathroom, my body meeting the tiles with the sounds of ugly sobs and tissue, red scratches that scattered across any open pale skin of mine and I was a complete mess.

I moved my hair from my swollen face, reminding myself that this was howl fully only temporary and that i'd be back and this, waking up next to him would be a daily occurrence.

I washed my face, got dressed in a thing that I hadn't worn more than twice in my bag and pulled my suitcase handle up. This was it, and I didn't regret spending this time with him...but something was still missing, I was sure of it...

Sehun was still peacefully sleeping, head resting against the pillow, lips twitching into a half smile here and there and he was simply the most beautiful thing that i'd ever stopped to admire in my entire life and I hoped that he knew that he was yours.

I moved a strand of blue from his eyes, his hair falling to the side of the pillow in a swirl. Leaning in, kissing his cheek seemed welcome and he leaned into my touch instantly, his skin was peach smooth and he'd smelled like fresh flowers and I was insane...how did I let you go?

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I was set, my bags seemed heavy and I didn't have to hide anymore, my mission was complete, besides the suk tugging in my heart, I promised myself that I would go home.

There were clicks every five seconds, flashes followed soon after and I suddenly felt a rush of embarrassment, I knew that the rest of exo would see this, and what would they think of me...

"Come on," after my flight had gotten delayed I had been here for another extra two hours more than I should've, I should've been gone, so I don't have time to chicken out.

I bit your lip slightly after getting a quick flashback of what had happened last night.

He was soft and warm, and you'd came like a train wreck but he welcomed me with open arms, and I felt guilty for leaving him once again, I knew what it would do to his heart...

"Move, move please." I suddenly heard through the crowd and I looked up from the flight schedule- "Sehun-"

There he was coming to me with that expression on his face that made me want to kiss him. Again.

I got up from my seat him running so fast and I could hear a faint, "hyung." After every foot step he took.

And just like that, he was in front of me again, jumping into my arms with all of his body weight, holding me down from any movement and the tears began to stain his cheeks.

"Don't ever leave me like that, ever. Lu I don't want to be alone please don't leave me again. I love you." He sobbed and my legs would've given out of he hasn't held me to the ground.

" You're never alone Sehun... You have the members and I know that they take care of you. I can't go back there and you can't come with me...I do, I want to go with you so badly, but I just can't...I'm sorry." I mumbled to myself, holding in the waves of tears crashing on me.

Sehun had literally been shaking against my hold and I wrapped my arms securely around him.

"I love you, okay." I rubbed his back soothingly to reduce the sobs that escaped the latter and his grip finally subsided after holding me for a coul of more minutes.

"I love you too." And there they were, he'd kissed me again, his hands moving from my waist to my jaw in messy trails of want and I didn't think I was there anymore.

He was so good, so pure, beautiful. But... He was also suffering from sever monophonia... Because of me...

So I kissed back, with everything I had left in me and I had hoped that the took a piece of me with him.

That's when I heard the cameras click again, and it became way louder in the airport suddenly.

I pulled away, finally breathing and Sehun looked at me with contentment for a moment.

"Here." I pulled off my hood reaching into my shirt to grasp the necklace that was around my neck, I guess I didn't have time to go souvenir shopping, but I hopped that it was enough.

I knew my flight was being called for the last personnel to board quickly and I knew that I had to let him go soon.

"What is-"

"Just trust me ... Meet me in the middle...okay ?" I only had his hands in mine now, his hands still as warm as I could remember, warning mine up the longer he'd touched me with such radiating tempers.

And that's when I felt the air between us.

I hoped that he knew...that 7 was our lucky number, and he was all mine...
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That's the end haha it took forever but I hoped you guys liked it alittle bit, 사랑해요!!