Monophobia -SehunxLuhan-Luhan's p.o.v

Three Strikes

Ch.7
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"LuHan ..."

My head shot up from its slightly slumped position, fully aware of my surroundings now.

My vision was blurry and I noticed that I was crying, dry tears had made my face sticky.

The door opened making me jump slightly. "Do you need a br-"

"I'm sorry, I'm. Sorry- I just-" I cut myself off, covering my quivering lips as I couldn't exactly let out my first sob and my stomach turned violently.

I pushed past him to get out of the stuffy room. I needed to breathe, why won't they let me breathe.

In Luhan, out, in, out.

Nothing seemed to work, all of my methods to calm down had gone out the window and I was trapped in this hell.

I ran out of the room, not knowing why I had to walk out in the first place instead of telling him what was really going on with me.

I ran into the nearest restroom I could find, not ready to have anyone see me break down like this.

Kicking open one of the stalls on the completely, I let myself fall onto the floor, ignoring the health precautions surroundings the place.

I covered my mouth muffling out the sounds that suddenly erupted from the back of my throat and let all of the contents in my stomach flow into the stall in front of me.

Heaving and heaving until the little that I had to eat today was taken from me. I grunted in frustration, was I really this weak?

Pulling my hood off and moving the hair from my face, letting the tears finally fall from my eyes and I cried out what I was holding in for so long.

"Stop doing this to me." I breathed out into the ceiling hoping that with some kind of telepathy he could finally hear me.

The door to the bathroom abruptly opened and I sucked in my breath quickly.

"Yeah well, it wasn't his place to do that. He knows better Mei" I heard a high pitched voice, that was too feminine to be any type of man that I know.

"Maybe... Can I stay at your place tonight, to figure things out?"

I sniffled, hoping that in the mitts of the two's conversation that they wouldn't hear me and pass, but I heard the sounds of loud clacking towards my stall.

They knocked suddenly and I scooted away from the lock. Looking up-I saw a tampon disposal tin and I inwardly scolded myself... How could I let myself wander into the girls restroom?

"Hey. Are you alright in there?" The same voice of concern rung through the crack of the door.

I looked around, maybe if I thought hard enough I could disappear...

"Um... Y-yeah I think so..." My voice was weak and soft as I tried to answer as quickly as possible.

I wiped my face off flushing the toilet. I must have looked like a complete wreck.

"Do you need some help?"

"I-I don't know" I answered honestly. "Well can you unlock the door, we can get you something." They offered and I was frozen, not sure if I actually wanted help, I didn't deserve it.

I slowly got up from my spot on the ground, regaining the blood flow to the rest of my lower body, wiping my face once again to rid of any tears that had slipped and I unlocked the door.

I opened the door enough to reveal myself and she didn't even gasp, she just looked surprised.

I automatically recognized her as the front desk lady in the lobby.

"Luhan? What happened?" She asked, pulling back me the rest of the way out. I shook my head not wanting to remember what had happened before all of this so I didn't say anything.

"Well, come on we'll get you some water, okay?" Her hand stayed in the dip of my spine and led out of the rest room.

They led me into the lobby area, sitting me down on the benches and grabbed a dixie cup of fresh water and I sipped at it as she typed away on her computer.

I waited for about ten minutes, sipping at the water still, fearing that this might not stay down either.

Suddenly the elevator rang and director Cheng walked through the doors and I inwardly tensed. Was he going to scold me?

I looked down, ready to be yelled at for my childish behavior but I felt the spot next to me sink telling me that he'd sat down beside me.

" lu..."

The director spoke softly.

"I don't know what you're going through, or why you need to go to Korea...but I will give you three days, only, no more. You leave tonight."

I looked up, wide eyed to what he'd just said. "Director" I sighed.

He didn't say anything after that, dropping my things that I had left in the studio.

They had to cut me a break ...