Thinking Out Loud {Sequel to 'The Only Exception'}

The letter

I managed to make my way through the rest of the day of work without shedding a single tear. I was quite proud of that. After Ariana quadruple checked I was going to be ok we parted the the car park. I got into my cream fiat 500 and let out a deep breath. I can't believe today. As soon as I stopped avoiding the memory of earlier the tears started running down my face. Sitting in a car in a practically empty car park crying. I started the engine and the radio gradually faded into the recognisable tune of 'We Are Never Getting Back Together' ha. What a coincident. I picked up some food for dinner in Tesco before going home.

As soon as I opened my front door I noticed the spaces where Jason's shoes were this morning were now empty and every odd jacket hook was bare. I could tell that he'd taken every last little thing that belonged to him before he'd left. I walked into the living room, threw my handbag onto the sofa and slumped down beside it. I noticed a folded up piece of paper on the coffee table. I leaned forward and sat on the edge of the sofa as I unfolded the paper to read it. I instantly noticed Jason's scruffy hand writing.

'Lucy

I suppose the first thing I should say is sorry. I'm not going to try and lie, try and wriggle my way out of it because you caught me red handed. I was an idiot for thinking I'd get away with it, no I was an idiot for even doing it. I don't have a reason, no excuses. Just an apology. As much as I wanted to stay until you got home and beg you to forgive me I didn't. I don't deserve you, I don't deserve anyone. I've taken all my things and left. I suppose I'll have to go back and live with my mum. I hope one day we can put all this a side and at least be friends. I can't even express how sorry I am. I'm and idiot for doing it and you shouldn't accept my apology. I'm always, always here if you need to talk.

I will always love you even if you don't believe me.

Jason x'

As soon as I finished reading the letter I noticed the tears that have been constantly running down my face since I read the first word. I wiped them away trying to take in the letter. He was gone. I was on my own, again.

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