Brotherly Love

Chapter 7

So y'all guess what, y'all know how I was supposed to get the new iPhone a few weeks ago? Well, I got it three days ago and I'm loving the hell out of it. The camera is so sexy yo like er mer ger bitch get like Giona. Gio changed his mind about enlisting thanks to Baby Girl opening his eyes. Everything is going my way.....well almost everything. I haven't talked to Anthony since that day. When he said he gave up he meant it. He doesn't talk about me on his live anymore which is a little sad, but I'm the cause of this. I miss his pretty ass eyes and smile. His lips soft and pink. I miss him so much. I need to get my mind off of him. I grabbed my keys, wallet, and sexy ass phone. I'm so in love with my phone. Anyways, I drove to Wal-Mart and put hella snacks in the shopping cart. I was on the chip aisle trying to choose between sour cream and cheddar ruffles or sour cream and onion wavy lays when someone called my name. I turned around to see Anthony's mother.

"Hey. You're Anthony's mom right?"

"Yes, call me Lucinda. We didn't properly meet that day. You are a very beautiful girl."

"Thank you. How is Anthony doing?"

"I can lie and say he's been doing fine, but I'm not going to. You should go talk to him."

"I'm not the cause am I?"

"No mija, he's dealing with some things."

I nodded. I'll go see him once I leave.

"Giona, once you get right with my son...I would love to sit down to dinner and get to know you better. My son speaks very highly of you even after what happened a couple of weeks ago."

"He does?"

"Yes, I think he's slowly falling for you. He means well. You just have to trust that he's not going to hurt you like your ex. He understands you're hurt he just wants a chance to help you heal."

I nodded and hugged her tight. She smiled a genuine smile.

"I'm going to go see him now."

She handed me a small piece of paper before saying, "If you need anything call me or if you wanna just talk call me. I can tell you've been through a lot."

I nodded and went to checkout. I loaded all the junk food in the car and drove to Anthony's condo. I sat in the car for a second and prayed. "Lord I pray I'm making the right decision and if I'm not guide me in the way that I should go, I'm putting all my trust in you. Amen."

I grabbed a couple of the bags and took the stairs to his condo. The door was unlocked so I walked straight in. When I set foot inside his home it was a complete mess which is unlike him. I called his name but he didn't answer. I sat the bags down and walked into his room to see him asleep with a bunch of tissue surrounding him. I observed him, and his beautiful cheeks were tear stained. I decided to clean up for him. I cleaned everywhere in that condo which took about three hours and not once did Anthony move. I grabbed a cup of water and walked to his room. I sprinkled a little in his face but he didn't budge. I dumped the whole cup of water on him.

"Ma." He groaned. I fought back a laugh. He wiped his face before opening his eyes. He looked at me and sat up.

"What are you doing here Giona?" He asked rather hostile. I looked into his eyes before thinking of what to say.

"I don't have time to deal with you when I have my own problems."

"Talk to me and I'll listen. Tell me everything on your mind." I told him sitting next to him and propping up against his headboard. He took off his soaked shirt and threw it.

"My mom has breast cancer, she told me the day you were over here. I'm a momma's boy. My mom and I are close. I can't lose my mom she's all I have."

"You have me Anthony."

"No I don't. Giona I know I said I was giving up, but I just can't. I'm falling for you. I want you...all of you. I want your heart, body, soul, and mind. I wanna be able to call you mine. I know you've been through a lot, but if you let me I'll prove myself different. I want to earn your trust because I know it'll mean something. Let me be the one Gia." He said staring in my eyes. I looked back into his and kissed him like my life depended on his.

He pulled me into his lap so that I was straddling his waist. He slid his tongue in my mouth lying back on the bed with me on top. He flipped us over so that he was on top.

"I'm yours Anthony." He smiled and licked his lips.

"Then I'm only yours. No exes or groupies just me and you." He whispered pecking my lips.

"Why were you crying before I came?"

I laid his head on my chest and sighed. I rubbed his head attempting to make him feel more comfortable.

"Today makes three years Kaden has been dead. He was two years old, his mom was an addict, and I was too busy living hoop dreams. She owed half a million dollars to her drug dealer. One day I was at practice, and she took him to the park. She turned her back for two minutes and he was gone. We got a letter two weeks later saying we had 2 days to get the money. I tried my best to get the money, but it was too late. They had already killed him. A two year old Gia...a baby man...my son. It's not fair he was innocent in it all. I should've been there to protect him Giona. He didn't deserve that."

He cried on my chest and I comforted him. After about ten minutes he calmed down. He looked at me and pecked my lips. I looked deep into his eyes that were Hazel at the moment. I realized I needed him right then and there because my body yearned for attention. As if on cue, he attacked my lips with his. He pulled me up as he sat up and removed my shirt. In less than five minutes one by one the clothes came off. He position himself in between my legs gently rubbing himself against my center. I looked at him with anticipation.

"You sure about this Gia?"

I nodded looking down realizing he is three times Savion's size. I bit my lip wondering how that would fit inside me.

"Giona trust me and stop comparing me to that nigga."

I nodded and intertwined our fingers.

"I trust you." He pecked my lips and entered me slowly. And that's how we spent that whole day.