Dear diary,
This is my first entry and I hope this will help me with my feelings . My parents aren't paying as much time with me as they used to and I'm feeling a little left out. The other day at school I wasn't picked to be on the soccer team so I had to sit out all PE and basically do nothing the whole 45 minutes. No one likes me anymore. Sally and I got into a fight so that's that. And now I'm talking to a stuffed animal... I'm desperate! This is going to be a tough year. A very tough year. 354 that number surrounds me... My PE locker number, the room Bella was born in, the room Amanda died in. Hmmm... Does this mean something? Well back to the story, I need someone to talk to, I have nobody and I'm sitting on my bed pretending to do home work when I'm not. I'm writing to you, diary. Diary, what's gonna happen to me? Why can't I forget Amanda? Does she see me? Can she see me? Memories are all I have left... She's really gone and I have to face the fact! But its so hard! She meant so much to me. This is a long entry but I have so much to say. I'm just a 11 year old girl with some problems that I can't seem to fix.... This diary is helping... Kind of. Last year was hard and this year is probably going to be too. I'm feeling lost and alone, its like I'm a ghost and no one sees me. I'm a ghost, invisible... Is Amanda a ghost! Wait, ghosts aren't real. I wish Amanda was here, she would know what to do and she would be my friend. I'm a ghost... Am I invisible? Can you see me? I'm asking a diary if it sees me... Am I going crazy? Well I have one question for you. Can I forget?
Hope
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My hopes, my dreams, my memories
General FictionHope is a young girl who has been going through tough times. One of her older sisters is really sick, she is getting bullied at school, and her mom is having a baby! Hope goes though life as a child until... her new sister is born. She was the young...
