lost without you

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Roc's pov...

As I walked down the road with my mum the tears where coming down uncontrollably, I was walking with my head low, I just wanted to get into my bed, my mum kept watching me sighing I didnt wanna hear nothing she had to say, I don't want nothing from her either ! After a so,I'd 5mins we arrived home and I just stormed up to ,y room and slammed the door locking it tight and laying on my bed letting out every single emotion I had, I hope Taylor is okay, I love and miss her already...

Tj's pov...

My mum and dad started @ me while I cried on the floor, I slowly stood up and backed my way upstairs they eyed me which I didn't like the feeling off I quickly locked my bedroom door and lay on my bed crying into my pillow, I miss and love roc so my h I don't see why these adults are being so mean, after a solid 1hr of crying I turned on my tv to family guy and lay in bed sniffling, family guy is mine and roc's fav show it made me thing I was gonna cry again but it wouldn't come, then I heard a knock @ my bedroom door...

Me;what ?

Tyra; you hungry ?

Me; yes but not for you lots food I rather starve

I heard mum let out a deep sigh and walk away, I walked to my mini fridge in my room I had some snacks in there I wasn't fussy, I drank some water and had a cereal bar a crisp, I lay back I toned not realising how tired I was I drifted off....

~dream world~

I was sweating all over what was going on ? I heard voices and alot then one voice said...

??; mrs moss it's time to push

I clenched my teeth shut and held onto the bed and begun to push, and push and push my parents where in the waiting room but where was roc ? On my final push is I was scared and need roc, I let out one big push as I closed my eyes feeling another hand holding mine I opened my right eye and it was him...roc I side smiled and continued to push and out it came...

Doc;*smiles* it's a girl

I smiled @ roc while deeply breathing I felt sick, I watched as a nurse took my baby to another room roc looked down @ me and smiled...

Me;*tired* I thought you wasn't gonna come

Roc; I wouldn't have missed it for the world

Me;*smiles*

We shared a kiss as the nurse walked in with the baby and handed her to me...

Me; she's beautiful

Roc; like you*smiles*

Me; here you hold her

Roc;*slowly picks her up* she's so tiny

Me; I know*giggling*

We shared laughs and stuff as e/b entered the room...

Maria; hey girl*kisses my check* I haven't seem you in like forever

Me; I know it's nice to see everyone again

Maria; for real, the baby is gorgeous...

Tyra; and her name ?*curious tone*

I don't see why mum and dad are in here I think roc felt the same about his mother, I wasn't gonna be rude so I replied....

Me; Shante

Roc's mum; full name ?

Me;*sighs*

Roc; Shante Maria August...

Everyone smiled @ roc even me, I was so tired I felt my self drifting off but wait my belly started to Hurt again, what was going on ?

~door knocks~

I jumped out my sleep confused and crying weirdly, I wiped my tears and opened my bedroom door, but no one was there, I locked it again and got back into bed, realising it was the next dad mum and ad had gone to work, I saw a note on the floor...

The note; we've gone to work but of you want the kitchen is yours make whateva YOU want and we've locked the door form the outside so there's no exit -Mum&Dad

I ripped up the note and then it on the floor and watched as the wind blew it around the house, I went down stairs and made some sandwiches and got more snacks and headed upstairs again, I was so lonely that's when I heard tapping @ my window, I got up and opened It seeing Maria @ the bottom...

Maria; let me in

I shook my head and took out my ladder and allowed her to come up...

Me; girl ima get in trouble !

Maria; I know I know I just and to hug you and leave girl I miss you

Me; you know

We shared a hug and kisses on the cheek and I watched as Maria left again, I pulled the ladder up and started to cry, great she started me off !

Roc's pov...

I looked @ my clock realising I haven't slept we yet, I shook my head and went down stairs and looked in the passage mirror, you can tell I haven't slept too, I saw mum drinking her tea on the couch I walked straight pass her and straight into the kitchen, I could feel her eyeing me, I shook it off and made food and was about to go back up...

Roc's mum; santo ?

I wasn't gonna be rude I turned back @ her...

Roc's mum; please get some rest

I have her one of my ,it's dirtiest looks and stomped back upstairs, how dear she tell me that when this is her fault ! I ate my cereal and got back into bed mopping while doing so, I wish I wasn't all liked in this room, ima be all old and grey next I see the light, after finishing my cereal I lay down watching tv but sadly my eyes wouldn't close, I need Taylor ...

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