Roc's pov...
I was walking through the park when I heard someone calling my name, I turned back and saw Maria I couldn't help but stop she was the only one I trust to see tbh...
Maria; roc what's wrong you tell me now before it's too late, who you really fell about tj
Me; Maria you know how much I love her, you know trust me from the night about finding out about being a dad till now from when the beginning you know I've always loved tj Maria and she threw it back in my face
Maria; I know how you feel roc it's okay, but you must know that---
Maria's phoned started to ring as she answered it her facial expression dropped like some one just short her, I was scared I can't lie I waited for her to get off the phone...
Me; what's the matter
Maria; tj...pills...pass...out...hospital !
I took in all Maria's words and out them into a sentence my heart snapped, I held my chest and sighed hard, Maria looked @ me with tears in her eyes, I might be mad but I wasn't gonna miss her being in hospital again, I took Maria's hand and we jogged to the hospital, thank god it was only down the road...
Bow wow; y'all are here
Maria; of corse
The guys, even ray was here even my mother I did t wanna start nothing I just wanted to know what's happened and will she make it ...
~1hr and 30mons later~
I felt my self falling asleep I was sitting back against the wall away FIM everyone, that's when I saw the doc walk In...
Doc; miss Taylor-Jae Moss ?
Everyone jumped up I just raised my head a bit enough for me to listen...
Tyra; is she okay ? Please tell me she is, she's my only child, and pl---
Bow wow;---babe let her talk
Tyra; okay continue...
Doc; okay so miss moss seems to have taken a certain type of pill, with no worries we managed to get them out but her body is weak now and I have a 99.9% feeling the second child don't make it, I'm sorry...if any of y'all wanna visit her she's in room 125...
And with that the doctor walked off, I placed my head back into my knees and cried silently too my self, I could feel everyone watching me, that's when I felt a hand on my shoulder, I looked up a bit and saw Maria, this girl was a true friend, I continued to cry...
Maria; roc ?
Me; this is all my fault isn't ?
Maria; No ! Come on dont blame your self !
Me; okay, but when can I see her
I looked up @ Maria she smiled and stood up holding out her hand helping me get up too...
Maria; lets go see her together...
I smiled everyone decided to allow just me and Maria to go on, I was nervous after what just happened is tj really gonna wanna talk it me, Maria pushed the door slowly open seeing tj lay there watching tv however she looked really weak and her baby bump was massive...
Maria; knock knock
Tj;*looks slowly @ us then looks back @ the tv*
As we stepped in I closed the door behind us and both me and Maria took a seat beside the bed...
Tj; and where's everyone else ?
Maria; in the waiting room
Tj; ok
I glared @ tj I wanted to say some thing but she beat me too it...
Tj; and why you here not like you care remember ? Me and the babies can go hell
Me; tj I---
Tj;---save it
Maria; ahh uh tj come on allow roc to talk and if you don't care then he won't bother you again till the baby's are born
Tj;*rolls eyes* go on
Me; look tj, I'm sorry for everything I've said to you I was vex ! The guys where keeping stuff from me everyone was lipsing wouldn't tell me what was going on, I felt like crap ecpically coz I couldn't see you, you don't know how much that hurts and---
Tj;---no roc I do how you think I felt not seeing you either it's hard to stay away from some one you love, but obviously I don't matter
Me; of corse you do and that's what im tryna make out tj I love you !
I got off the chair and got on my knee by tj's bed, both her and Maria where eyeing me, I pulled out a tiny navy blue box...
Me; look tj this is the ring my godmother gave me she told me when you find your loved one make sure to I've it to her and make sure it never gets taken off and tj your the one I want to give it to, do you forgive me ?
Tj;*gasp amd looks @ the ring* I uh...uh...of corse I forgive you roc
And with that I placed the ring on her finger and got back up, I placed a soft kissin her lips as she looked up and smiled...
Maria;*wiping her tears* nah y'all got me all soft
Me;*smiles* well---
Bow wow;---*walking in the door with everyone else* wasn't that beautiful
Tj; dad ?
Bow wow; yea*takes deep breathes* look roc, tj, me Tyra and miss.A have spoken, it would be bad for us to keep y'all any more away from each other so...we allowing y'all to see each other other again I clouding getting ya phones and stuff back
I looked down @ tj who was looking @ me we both held hands and shared a smile together, was this a beautiful end ? Or a fucked up ending ?
