Destiny

Cry Baby

Inspired by Melanie Martinez,I'm obsessed with her by the way.

Andrew's View

What the hell was that?I can't describe what is was but I need to get the hell out of here.

Flashback

"Xavier,where are you?"I say shakily.

Now don't get me wrong,I'm not a pussy,it's just that ever since I was five I would have these nightmares of being trapped inside of a dark house,and well here we are where a dark fantasy becomes a twisted reality.

"I'm over here,dude."Xavier shouts.

Zay and I decided to play a little game of hide-and-seek but I thought he ment like come catch me in the woods type of thing,not this bullshit,playing scary music with the blinds closed and stuff.

Oh,it's happening again.What the hell is Racheal doing,I can never know whether she's trying to contact me or kill herself over trying to save someone else.

"What is it?"Zay asks questionly.

"It's Racheal,somethings wrong I can feel it in my bones."I say shaking.

"Do you need to call her or something?"Zay asks.

"Nothing,if I call her I may ruin the course of the future she's about to have,it's pretty but one direction says if I contact her I may miss something and ruin someone's else's life in the process,so this time we're leaving it alone."I say staring at my brother.

Oops,I forgot to tell you Xavier and I are twins,I know we look nothing alike,we're fraternal gains,and I like your head is going but you guys are both male not opposite,well fuck you because no one cares,do you understand me?

"Wait,go like three feet and turn left,what do you see?"I ask Zay knowing what he'll tell me,but I'm so afraid I just don't want to face it.

Since Rach and I have been friends since 1st grade,wow what a shocker,she told me about her powers,but with my race we aren't allowed to share what we see to friends unless it's so major like if multiple people get killed,then sure,but some guy,some guy always pops up whenever I think of Racheal,it's like he knows something I don't and he's preventing me from ever seeing it.

Authors Point Of View

So I know this update was very very short,but let me tell you why,because I'm going to finish it.

I'm going to give you some of the high school drama that I had at school today.

So you remember when I told you guys Im bisexual,well my girlfriend broke up with me and now we're friends,then again I was in love with her to begin with,it's just Diamond had this certain affect on people,I never knew why but she did.

Then there's this other girl name Taylor and she gets on my fucking nerves,I swear I don't like her at all,sometimes I think sad things like how animals are abused daily and then I forget her stupid ass.

Im so sick of people judging me by only how I act at all,do you motherfuckers wanna know why I do that shit,it's because if I be myself you would actually all want to be my friend.

For crying out loud last year I had $40 and bought over 30 Candy Graham's to random strangers and not once did those ungrateful asses said thank you or buy one for me.

I mean sure they said thank you when I bought the card and all they did was put their name on it.

My dumbass only got 4,two from myself for my birthday and two from people that bought me one back.

Whoo Hoo,this is why I don't like people,they tend to break you and laugh in your face as you slowly fall to the ground and die on the stone cold dirt.

And let me tell you I've been having some panic attacks lately and it feels like someone is shooting at me but keep missing the target so then they just start throwing bombs at me.

I can't breathe,I start shaking,my head hurts,I'm dizzy,and my vision is so off I swear I'm starting to see my deceased dad,that's how it starts,in my sleep,I see my dad and my head is saying run away but my heart is saying go to your daddy and I do what my heart says.

But then the dream turns weird to where I'm dreaming of telling the guidance counselor about me and Taylor and then it's starts again,only this time the only thing is I CAN'T MOVE.

I get so scared my nerves just shock me to an extent to where only my mind is working correctly.And then here comes the drama,Taylor and I haven't liked each other since 6th grade and I'm trying really hard to not get in trouble,then again I'm so sick of people talking about me like I'm not even there.

There's always some comment that will piss me off to where I either wanna strangle someone or throw something at their face,and I mean like a glass bottle or a full on packed desk.

Im so serious you guys,sometimes I feel like I'm going crazy,like literally if their was an invented scale that could measure your mentality I would be a complete crazy wacko.

I can't even begin to explain how fucked up the world is,and I'm not trying to make you feel bad but if you have a pet treat it right,because this shit,how their killing these animals that do nothing but provide for us,they should be ashamed of themselves.

Love your pet until your very last day,don't fill your heart up with so much hate to where you can barely see all the people that know somethings wrong.

I mean come on it's not very hard to get angry very quickly nor is it hard to forgive and never forgot,but it's really all the same to me.

So I'm writing another book called Middle School Drama,and you guessed it,it's about me.Not totally on me but I'm guessing you know where I'm going with this.

I wanted you guys to know I appreciate all the support I'm getting Friends or Not,I love you all the SAME.To be truthful I didn't think I was even going to make a story but here I am.

Once again feeling lost but I'm found again,I'm probably having a pity party next year just to be a bitch to my mom,naw don't even laugh because I know I have some Melanie Martinez fans.

No offense to some who don't even know who that is,but to be careful I want you to know if I don't finish this book it's because I've either starved writing.

Or I'm singing and I just went to la la land and forgot what a Wattpad is.So I'll see you guys later,bye T.K"