Destiny

Heart Broken

If you thought life was easy then you need to think again.I hope you don't find me rude,but my life is just a mess.I never was the type to fall in love,but actually I've never fallen.My mom would always tell me be a good girl,and then when I went bad she just shook her head with disappointment.Once again,I'm the bad girl at Amethyst High School so what's the problem?

Girls before me were much worse.To be fair,I love my role at this school,but sometimes I can't help but feel am I really a bad girl,or is this all a phrase?I hear his voice talking to me in my sleep,calming me down,then again I barely sleep because I have so many things on my mind.Could you really blame me though?

*15 minutes later*

I wake up at exactly 7:00 a.m so I have 1 hour to get ready before I head out the door.I brushed my teeth,washed my face,and put my hair in a plaid.I took a 10 minute shower,and got out wrapping a pink towel around my body,and go in my closet and pull out a pink blouse.blue jeans,and some pink flats.And yes it's Wednesday,and the girls and I Iove Mean Girls so much that we do this.I'm glad that my birthday is over,but I kinda miss it.I miss my best friend Stephanie,then again I've known T.K longer.

You guys already know who that is.She's the 'author' of my story or whatever.To be honest when I put these '' I didn't mean it as if I thought her title was stupid,that's just her role in this story,so I'm guessing I'm the 'main character'.But I still can't help but feel.

Anyways after I put my hair in a messy bun I go downstairs and turned the t.v on,because we have a smart t.v I put it on Netflix and turn on A Walk To Remember,and yes this is my favorite movie,ever since I was 10 I fell in love with this movie truly,nothing can compare,but okay let me stop bragging. Let's be for real!

*45 minutes later*

Holy shit,I need to go!I run to the kitchen and grab two already made blueberry pancakes stuffing them in my mouth as I hop in my 2015 blue Dodge Challenger,yes I know what you're thinking,well why do you take the bus if you have a car,it's because my family is filthy rich,I mean like my great-great grandfather Micheal Blue Stephens left a will with my mom and the envelope had over $200,000,000,000 dollars in it.AND THE MONEY IS STILL COMING IN!

I was just so grateful,but when I became the bad girl of this school it wasn't because I'm rich,it's because I didn't want to be like those other girls,you know snobby,boyfriend-stealing girls,the ones that dress a little too tightly all the time.I don't even want to say their names ugh.

Well continuing,I drove to school with 5 minutes to spare,but on the way I got hungry again and drove to Shipley and got to two medium pigs in a blanket,hey don't judge me I just get hungry when I don't get as much sleep as the average teenager my age.

To be honest,I always ask,why me?Why me and my mom?My step-dad and little sister were shot at a Wal-Mart stupid right,like always dad was trying to be the hero mom fell in love with,but my little sister Richelle was there as well,but she was always being the kind person I hope I can be one day.

If you didn't know I have insomnia,so I have early-awakening and sleep-maintenance.The first one means I wake up around two or three and then I can't go back to sleep,and the second one means I wake up once or more in a night and then I can't fall back to sleep.Sometimes I have nightmares.

When mom told me about dad,I had already knew,but she didn't know that,I never told my mom about my powers because I saw how she handled it,my dad had the same thing,considering my mom is an actual Angel I wasn't surprised,but she always thought I was crazy,which I'm not,but that's how I feel sometimes.So alone,that's how my heart beats,with no warmth in it,because there's no one there to make me feel at home.

*15 minutes later*

I go to Mr.Washington's class he's my first period Science,I mean I like Science but at least I'm not failing like some people.I go sit next to T.J because we only have this class together.I take out my notebokk

"Hey."I say quietly sitting next to him.

"Hey,have you seen Stephanie?"He says.

"Ummm,no not lately,last time I talked to her was like a week ago."I say writing down my notes.

"Oh okay."He says taking out his notebook and pencil and copies my notes into his notebook.

*1 hour later*

This is second period,so I'm probably gonna see Jack sense he has never missed a day of English.Mrs.Patterson is a very nice teacher,she's like the grandma that watches over us,she made the whole class a 4 dozen chocolate chip cookies,and then she brought milk too.I MEAN WHAT TEACHER DO YOU KNOW THAT DOES THIS?

"Mrs.Patterson why are you so nice to us?"I say curiously.

"I believe everyone has good in their heart dear,in my class I want you all your happiest."She says smiling.

"Oh,I always thought it was because you love sharing."Micheal said.

"No,Mrs.P is always like that.She's my favorite teacher."Justin says.

"Sure,you guys keep convincing yourselves that she's all bubbles and sunshine."Cher says.

"Shut up Cher,you always were the one to glum everyone else."Justin says.

"Well excuse me,but correct me if I'm wrong,SHUT DON'T GO UP DUMBASS."Cher says.

"Whenever you guys decide to shut up then I'm guessing everyone can finish their cookies."Nevah says.

"And who do you think you are?"Blue says.

"Your worst nightmare!"Nevah says.

"Hmm,I didn't know the smartest girl in this period was a nightmare?"Blue says chuckling.

"Yeah,we both knew you were lying anyways."Nevah says.

"Yeah,let's just keep saying that then."Blue says smirking.

After finishing my cookies and vanilla milk,I take down my few notes that are on the board.And take a nap for the last 30 minutes of the class period before we have lunch.

*30 minutes later*

"Hey,wake up."I feel someone nuzzling me and I wake up.

"I love you too."I say still dreaming.

"Oh,I already know that sweetie."Mason says.

Wait,what!Since when has he been in my class?I really need to get my lazy ass up,maybe really soon,before I just embarrass myself further then I really can take right now.

Mason's POV

"Hey,wake up."I say nuzzling Racheal to try and wake her up,maybe I could try....

"I love you too."She says in her sleep,maybe she's dreaming about me,oh I hope she is,I want her to be so much.

"Oh,I already know that sweetie."I say smirking at her.

Wait,what!Since when has he been in my class?I really need to get my lazy ass up,maybe really soon,before I just embarrass myself further then I really can take right now.

Oh,well it looks like I'm causing her alarm,that's a very good thing,she has to fell something for me now!Wait,why am I getting my hopes up,I did catch her kissing Him,the one I hear about her talking about the most.

"Hey,what are you doing here?"She says waking me out of my gaze.

"I came here to wake you up."I say smiling at her.

"Yeah,well thanks."She says to me.

Heading out the door,she just sits there in her seat.

"Well,are you coming?"I say chuckling.

"Yeah.Hold on."She says.Grabbing her stuff she heads out the door,looking behind her to make sure I'm coming.She's so cute sometimes I just want to strangle her to death,from all the things I'm thinking about right now,that sounded better in my mind,sorry.

Today may have been the start of a new beginning.This is if I really want it to be,just like I know she does.Deep down in my heart,her mind is telling me things even she herself doesn't know.