Poems

Lessons you may learn

The life of this stranger shines bright with light

He is making a lot of friends, head pretty high as a kite

He is somewhat popular, and his joy never ends

I wonder, I wonder! Will this life ever end!

From childhood to a teenager his life was fun

From friends to family, can there be anyone?

But alas, he must move to a different school

And this lovely life will repeat, it will never be cruel

The start of high school, the highlight of his youth

When he discovers new things, every cranny, every crook

Alas, something changed, is he still ordinary?

He felt something different, can he still be merry?

He made friends, had fun, his new life may be starting

But they treated him differently, is he too nice or something?

Once the next year started everything became dark

Oh my.... hahaha would this leave a nasty mark?

This new year was different, he seemed to be isolated

His friends seemed to vanish, nobody cared for him in the end

The lack of social contact made him....  extraordinary

Hearing this voices, laughing at him constantly

The fear of embarrassment was only in his mind

The voices in his head, might be the only thing we'll find

He succumb to the darkness, he might lose hope

WHAT KIND OF LIFE IS HE GIVEN, CAN HE EVEN COPE

The loneliness was painful, the silence is deafening

Whenever it is quiet, violence keeps on starting

Yet, he should not give in, his life is still at the beggining

Hoping that something distracts him, to prevent himself from crying

Up until the point where he finally snapped

The emotions overtake him, and he's frozen stiff and crying

Yet, everyone made fun him, is his "friends" even trying?

This painful memory burned in his head, he suddenly felt like... dying

It reached summer when he decided to meet real friends

He finally changed, it might be time to cut-off lose ends

He went back to school the following year

Only that, they never changed, it's something he had fear

He started to not care about the isolation

But wanted them to change.

He kept exceeding his limitations

Trying to make them see what is in his cage

Even if people don't care for him, he always cared for them back

Sacrificing his health for menial tasks, it felt like his mind would crack

Then he could take it no more, he wanted the pain to fall

So he made a decision, once and for all

When he finally made a decision, life became cruel

He failed at the only thing he decided to do

When he came back to school he was called a fool

Why would someone save him, the pain only grew?

Slowly but surely he lost his insanity

Laughing constantly, acting out violently

But he kept this in secret, hid it from his family

Because why would the hero, show his weakness gleefully?

Decisions, decisions what should he make?

Why, every path he takes, the car seems to break!

Would he succumb to insanity, that is what I don't know

This might be his final moments, so let's put on a show!

He is doubting if he is the hero of this story

He may think he's the villain everyone aspires to be

With the F***** UP childhood caused by his own family

And BUL***** he endured when his friends in school made fun of him!

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I became a bit rude

Forgive me, forgive me, I won't be mean... just see

Now let us go back to the stranger, who wanted to be worm food

But now, he is improving to be the person he aspired to be!

He asked to the mirror, "when will the pain would ever end"

And answering his question with a simple reflection

Then he realize, that HE needs to change

He's given a decision, it's time to turn the page

Luckily this story never happened to thee

Because it is not happening to you, it is happening to me

There may be a lesson to this silly situation

But it is for you to discover, and have deep analyzation

Although, I'm grateful for the true friends he has given

Sadly, they're out of my reach to talk to them

Why, the fire that lights me, is slowly dying

But my friends and family support me, I must keep on trying!

I am the loneliest of all, and I must keep on enduring

Fight the pain, fight the voices, even if death may be alluring

I understand who I am, and I don't care anymore

I want to fulfill the promise I made to little me,

Who had kindness and innocence, up to the core

So remember, death is not the answer for anything

You always have a choice, so keep on enduring

If the pain you are feeling, would bring you to ruin

Think of everything you have been through and how strong you are at living!