I Can't Resist Your Love

Pure Lies

   "Did you finish editing that video yet?"
   "Ummm about that...."
   "Dan! Stop procrastinating and finish it!"
   "Ugh but it's too much work."
   "Fine I'll skype you when you finish, bye."
Jesus Christ Phil why? Fuck this I'll just call him back later and say that I finished it, it's not like he'll really know the difference.

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Come on Phil answer already! You'd think that he'd answer after 3 calls! Seriously what else could he be doing?
"Dan?"
"Finally!"
"I'm guessing you finished editing?"
   "Yep all finished!"
   "So can I see it?"
   "NO!"
   "No?"
   "I uh I-I mean yea tomorrow though"
   "Dan are you ok?"
   "Yea I'm fine."  That was a lie. How can I be fine when I can never tell the man I love that I love him? I won't ever be "fine" because the more I lie, the more it hurts. I would tell him but he's so far away and it wouldn't work out and I don't know if he would even like me and what would I say it's not like I can ju-
   "Uh well I gotta go my mum's calling me for dinner"
   "Oh alright I'll call you tomorrow?"
   "Yea see you later"
   "Bye" I need to get these thought out of my head. I can't keep thinking about him like that; it will just ruin our whole friendship. Maybe I'll just feel better about it in the morning, maybe.

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'Buzz buzz, Buzz buzz'
   "Hey sleepy head!"
   "What the fu- Phil why are you calling me so early? It's still 7!"
   "I've got big news!"
   "Which is?"
   "I had the idea last night that you should come here and maybe spend the week at my house! My parents are going out of town, it'll be perfect!"
   Wait is this real? Is he actually asking me to go?
   "Yea sounds like fun!" Dan don't fuck this up I swear to god!
   "I can pay for your passp-"
   "No no no no I got it."
   "Oh ok great. Well I'll get going so you can pack....wait you never showed me that video...?"
   "I decided not to upload it because it looked crappy."  Fuck I should've just told him the truth, now he's gonna give me a pep talk about this and say that I should because it probably looks fine and I shouldn't doubt myself because that will get me no where.
   "Dan I'm sure it's fine, don't worry you should upload it I want to see and I'm sure others would want to see it too!"
   "Alright fine I didn't do it ok?"
   "My god Dan jut send it to me and I'll edit it for you, but never time you need to do it!"
   "Ok fine." I never like lying to Phil but hey, at least a I don't have to edit that video anymore.
   "Well I'M going to go edit this video and you'd better get packing!"
   "Ok bye!" I ended the call before Phil said anything, I felt embarrassed and awkward having to lie to him and the last thing I need is more humiliation. On the bright side I get to see him next week!

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I'm super tired and bored so this part is really crappy but oh whale😁