Forevermore

Part 1

I am bored, I really hate this. I'm not the party kind of guy but Bryan dragged me to this house party insisting that it was going to be "the party of the century". I've been here for almost two hours and it is as boring as every other party I've attended this last century. To make things worse, Bryan ditched me to go eat his girlfriend's face off in the bathroom. Man I love my friends.

I'm sitting alone in the kitchen and "Here" by Alessia Cara starts playing. How ironic. I hum lightly to the beat, not sing, I mean I did say that I hate parties but I don't want anyone to die.

I have fun in a different way that others, here I am in the middle of the party where some are getting drunk and high, ripping each other's clothes off while I watch them and make up stories. For example the girl that is throwing up in the sink is called Rose and her friend Britney is apologizing because she made her come when she was not feeling very good because she ate bad tacos earlier.

I didn't say I was good at making up stories, I just said it's fun to me. But after two hours, I'm running out of people and creativity. Luckily I drove myself here because I knew that this party was not going to be as fun as Bryan said.

When I get up to leave, I see Bryan and his girlfriend Laura sitting on a couch in the living room so I walk up to them. Bryan's hand is on Laura's thigh and her head is on his shoulder.

"Man, where have you been? We were looking for you!" he says. He's tipsy, I can tell

"Oh, you didn't see me down Laura's throat?" I say under my breath

"What?"

"Nothing I was just leaving" I said taking a few steps back, fishing my car keys out of my pocket

"Really? But it's so early! Stay for a little longer!" Laura mentions leaning further into Bryan. This is making me uncomfortable, I hate seeing people being all lovey dovey in public.

"Nah, I'm going to go home, see you tomorrow Bryan"

"Kay man, take care" he says as we high-five

Such typical bros.

I step out of the house and enjoy that moment when you come out of a crowded, hot place and get hit by the cold air. I stand there for a couple of seconds and then walk towards my car. My dad bought the truck of his dreams and gave me his little old car but, hey I'm not complaining, a car is a car.

Instead of turning on the radio I roll down all the windows and speed up a little bit. I love the wind, is something that I always enjoy, the way it feels against your skin and makes your cheeks and nose get all cold, all sensations that remind you you're alive.

I can go from stupid stories to Aristotle real quick.

The party was not very far away from home so it takes me about ten minutes to get to my house, I roll up the windows and go up the stairs as quietly as I can. My mom doesn't like Bryan, she's really happy that I turned out as the kid who is disgusted by alcohol and holds his breath when walks past someone who's smoking, but she really didn't like the fact that the one friend that I have is one totally opposite from me.

I get into my room, change into my pajamas and lay in my bed on my back, staring at the ceiling and just think. I start thinking that I'm probably the only guy that sleeps in pajamas and not just boxers and then my mind goes to Bryan and Laura. I am seventeen and haven't kissed a girl. That show "the biggest loser" should just be a reality show called "Dylan Matthews" and show my life.

Sometimes when I do this and just think, my mind goes here a lot. I have never had a girlfriend. Not even close to having one. Why? Is there something wrong with me? Should I hit the gym or something?

I know I said that I find disgusting when couples PDA and everything but the truth is that it makes me sad. I feel like I have all this love saved up inside of me and that if I don't give it to someone I'm going to explode, but as I said I'm the biggest loser and probably never going to have a girlfriend.

With my mind in this place, I drift off to sleep, thinking about a beautiful girl that lets me love her as much as I want to.

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OH MY FLIPPING GOD I AM SO EXCITED so this is just a little tiny baby chapter as an introduction to the story, I am currently writing some more chapters and going to be uploading soon, of course vote and make sure to comment what you like and don't of the story.

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