~Joy
2weeks later
I tried so hard not to bring up the child because I knew Jasiyon might lie about it. So if I was going to mention it. It was going to be in front of Michelle. Myself and Michelle had been talking every since then she told me how Jasiyon would send her money how he would take them to his beach house every year for Destiny's birthday. The same one he took me to the night I lost my virginity to him. He told he rented the place. I also figured out why he wouldn't let me stay with him when we first got together. They were staying with him until he brought her a house which was around the time of the proposal.
"Hey girl thanks for watching Strength for us we really appreciate it." I said waving good bye to Sy'.
"No problem girl enjoy y'all date."
"Jasiyon you know I love you right? and you know I would never leave you unless you put our family in harms way. You know I said I'll be loyal to you if you was loyal to me. right?" I said sitting across from him at the table.
"Yes and I love you to I've been loyal to you and you mean so much to me."
"I married you because I trust you. I trust you with my love. I trust you with my life. I trust you enough to grow old with you. That day when you got shot I thought my life was over. I wondered how could I tell our son about that wonderful father of his. Jasiyon you was my mind body and soul. I was there for you through thick and thin. I made a vow to cherish honor and obey through sickness and through health for richer or for poor until death do us part. I remembered the words we said to each other the night of our wedding we said we was going to ride with each other and couldn't no one stop us. I loved you Jasiyon I really did." by that time my face was wet with tears.
"Joy what's going on whats wrong baby why your talking crazy?"
Just then Michelle walked through the door holding a beautiful little girl she was so adorable.
I tilted me head towards Michelle and her daughter. Jasiyon followed the direction and turned around. The way Jasiyon looked it seems like someone had sucked the life out of him.
"Daddy" the little girl said running into Jasiyon's arms. She was so innocent and had no clue of what was going on.
"Joy i-im soo sorry baby I wanted to tell you I really did."
"Don't Jasiyon its understandable somethings are not meant to be I love you I really do but this us its no longer. Michelle thank you for calling the house because I would still be in the blind. I would love if you bring her over sometimes so she can get to know her brother."
"Joy I'm very sorry I didn't mean for this to break up your home." Michelle said
"What the fuck did you think it was going to do Michelle." Jasiyon said yelling at her causing the little girl to jump.
"No its ok Michelle God do things for a reason. Now if you excuse me I have to go get my son." I said walking away from the table.
"Joy wait."
"Daddy don't go me miss you a lot pweease daddy." The little girl cried.
I was hurt. I felt pain before but not like this.
"It's fine Jasiyon spend time with your daughter I'll see you back at the house."
~Jasiyon
I can't believe my past is catching up with me out of all those years. I hurt my wife and it kills me to see her like that. I knew Joy was broken when she seen the love that Destiny had for me. Joy always wanted to be my first at everything and I knew that it would have killed her to know she wasn't first to bring my seed into the world. I couldn't take that chance of losing Joy so I wanted to wait until we were married. Joy is my everything. My rock my right hand the bullets to my gun. I would give my life for her. I fucked up and I fucked up big time.
"Daddy why you crying" Destiny asked. I didn't want to bring my problems around her but this I couldn't hide.
"Daddy's hurting baby" I said rubbing her cheeks.
"Where daddy where are you hurt"
"here baby doll" I said pointing to my heart.
"Daddy we can go to the doctor and they can fix it." she said wiping the falling tear. She was so innocent. I loved my baby doll. I loved both my kids.
"Baby I don't think a doctor can fix this. Daddy will be fine I promise."
"You promise daddy. Cause me don't like to see you cry."
"I promise baby doll. I promise"
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The Streets Or Her
Random(Completed) A small town girl name Joy lives at home with her strict mother who's always on her about any little thing. While her brother is married and living his life her baby sister is in Atlanta tending college and her oldest sister is coming ba...
