Despair

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An intrusive peak at the night sky, one protrusive glance

Met with the crescent my eyes couldn't unlatch from.

I stared. 

And slowly the twirling leaves come into focus,

Noticing how the air stirs with ambient hymns,

Even the water dances to the rhythm of a broken lullaby.

Surely still, the engulfing darkness catches my attention,

Merely a refuge from the drowning vortex of repetition,

How day after nights I spend all on figures and numbers,

How night after days I spend awake in limbo.

Familiar faces now flood my mind,

Distant smiles and further laughter haunts these sequences,

Oh how sweet the memories taint my bitter mouth,

Shedding a tear once upon a time ago.

Has it been hours since I stood by the horizon?

This solace this silence this cough in my throat I can't seem to release.

Pulling back the curtains I turn my back upon the haunting background

Back to the four walls I hardly confine within anymore.

I stared.

And that's all I can do.

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