| April 6, 2016 | 9:33 p.м. |
I miss you so much.
All I want to do is talk to you.
But it seems like you don't want to talk to me.
So I'll keep my distance.
ι saw that you were mad today.
I know things have been getting to you...
I know you saw me with Andrew after school today.
And I know it only made you mad.
Just know that I'm sorry...
I'm sorry if it was me that made you mad.
But he was there for me.
He didn't want to see me crying over you.
We smoked by the swings at the playground, and then I told him how I felt about 'you'.
He knows you made me really happy.
And he knows I'm still in love with you.
He said that it wasn't my fault that you left and that I need to stop blaming myself.
He told me that when I get home that I should smoke and then go to sleep so I won't be thinking about you...
I just mentally laughed;
It's funny though cause you're all I think about anymore.
It's crazy how fast things can change.
It's crazy how the people you thought would never change did.
(You) you changed.
Maybe our love wasn't strong enough.
Maybe we couldn't fight it.
But it's so sad because we could've been more than what we are now...
Maybe that's why it hurts the way it does.
Maybe I was right all along.
I knew it would be some other girl.
I don't know how I knew but I just KNEW.
I saw 'us' coming to an end way before you broke up with me.
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Poetry| ѕтarтed: aprιl 1, 2016 | Book One | Nate, Nothing can really compare to those days we shared. The way your eyes met mine and the way I fell. Slow yet quickly. It was slow as I hadn't noticed I was falling for awhile... But when I did notice everyt...
