Remembered Light (Naruto FanFic)

Chapter Seven

I couldn't get back in my body.

This was the weirdest out of body experience ever.

I had tried everything, sinking into my body, concentrating on my physically body, lying exactly where my body was... but nothing worked. It's been three days, and I'm getting worried.

I finally backed away in frustration, crossing my arms and huffing. Why couldn't I go back? My emotions churned in me. 

Gaara's visited every day. Several times every day, actually. And my heart broke every time, because I caused him this pain.

Confusion, sadness, fear, hurt, love, pain, all bundled up inside. It hurt.

Wait... maybe that's why I couldn't get back into my body… My emotions.

I roll my eyes. Great. Last time I had trouble with my emotions, I couldn't use my chakra. This time, I get thrown out of my body. Wonderful.

So what was wrong with my emotions? Nothing! I was right! I shouldn't trust people. Everyone abandoned me. No one cared!

I sigh, resting my head in my hands. I couldn't deny that I was hurting, though. Why? Why did I hurt so much?

Lonely.

The thought rang through my mind. I. Am. So. Lonely.

I sigh, beginning to hum mindlessly, rearranging song lyrics in my head. About twenty minutes later the door opens, and a familiar head of red hair appears, followed by a nurse with green hair, and a young girl with brown hair.

"No nurses want to come in here," The green haired nurse chattered. "They say it's a haunting. They always hear this melody resounding through the air," She raised an eyebrow before laughing and leaving.

My heart breaks just looking at Gaara. Kami, why? Why am I such an idiot? I've broken his heart a thousand times. And I need him. I need him to hold on to. To be my anchor.

Gaara sits down, with the young girl hovering uncomfortably behind him. After about three minutes of silence, she sighs, shifting her weight. "Come on, Gaara-sama. We're wasting time. I want to train! She can't tell your here, even," She scoffed slightly.

Gaara's hands tighten into fists on his thighs, teeth clenching. "I mean, it's not as though she's going to wake up," She patronized.

"Matsuri. Get. Out." Gaara ordered quietly.

"What?" The young girl-- Matsuri-- asked in surprise.

"I said get out!" Gaara raised his voice only slightly, but he may as well have roared. Matsuri jumps and scurries out of the room, frightened. I sigh. There was no need to snap at her. Then I suddenly smile. I have my audience for my song, now.

Winter has come back again
Feels like the season won't end
My faith is tired tonight,
And I won't try to pretend,
I've got it all figured out,
That I don't have any doubts,
I've got a busted heart
I need You now
Yeah I need You now

Hold on to me
Hold on to me
Don't let me lose my way
Hold on to me

I am the wandering sun
Enough is never enough
I keep chasing the wind
Instead of chasing Your love
I'm screaming out Your name,
Don't let me fall on my face
I've got a busted heart
I'm in need of a change
Yeah, I'm desperate for grace

Hold on to me (Hold on to me)
Take Hold off to me
Don't let me lose my way (Don't let me lose my way)
Hold on to me

Broke Your heart a thousand times
But You've never left my side
You have always been here
For me

You never let me go
You never let me go
Don't ever let me go

Hold on to me (Hold on to me)
Take Hold of to me
Don't let me lose my way (Don't let me lose my way)
Hold on to me   Hold on to me (Hold on to me)
Take Hold of to me
Don't let me lose my way (Don't let me lose my way)
Hold on to me


Winter will come to an end
Soon the season will end
I surrender tonight
You meet me right where I am    

Gaara took a hold of my hand, pressing it to his lips, when I suddenly felt my heart stutter.

Wait.

I felt my heart stutter?

I felt my heart stutter!

It flutters, and then begins to beat irregularly, skipping beats, and stopping for several seconds before taking flight, then hitting a wall and stopping again. I try to clutch at my heart, panting hard, unable to get past the burning in my chest. 

But I can't clutch my chest. My hands are pinned down by my side from some unknown weight. I can’t open my eyes and figure out what's wrong. I can't move at all, just try and endure his pain. A shock of chakra shoots through my body, and my vocal cords suddenly work as I scream out in pain.

My heart begins to even out as they shoot the chakra through me one more time. "GAARA!" I screech as the pain jolts through me.

I hear a clamor in the distance of someone desperately fighting people off... to get to me. I feel my heart regain its pace and beat steadily once more. The doctors move away as I catch my breath, and someone picks up one of my cold hands in both their warm ones, desperately holding on to me.

Then the realization hits me. I was back in my body.

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Chapter Seven!

I know.

I'm just asking for the hate now XP 

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DEdicated to Kirkaru becauuse it's their BIRTHDAY!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

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