Kik // Jhope

Lies

Sunny

Yoongi and I had been hanging out for awhile and we ended up becoming really good friends. I can always talk to him when I need some one to talk to. He's pretty chill. I saw him hanging out by the tree in front of school so I walked up to him and tapped him on the shoulder.

"Oh hey Sunny. I was waiting for you. We should probably get to class" he said and I just nodded my head.

We were walking down the halls heading to class when I spotted Hoseok. Except kissing another girl. Eun Chan to be exact. My heart broke at how fast he moved on from me. I mean I had wanted him to move on from me but I didn't think it would be this fast. Tears slowly started forming in my eyes. I hadn't expected this and now that I see it I'm in shock. I couldn't take it anymore and started crying.

Yoongi pulled me to his chest covering me from them. He slowly pulled me away from him and put his arm around my shoulders. I buried my head in his chest and we both started walking in the opposite direction.

We had walked until we got to field. He sat down on the grass and pulled me with him. I cried in his shoulders for a couple of minutes till I pulled back.

"I'm sorry for all this I shouldn't drag you into it" I said wiping my tears away.

"Its alright I'm fine with it just don't cry over him" he said leaning back on the grass. I laid down next to him and we looked at the sky for a while.

"I didn't know he was going to move on that fast. My heart was still trying to heal itself from what happened. " I said staring at the cloud above me.

"Hey let's just not talk about him ok" he says with a rude tone.

"What's wrong with you?"

"Nothing" he says getting up to leave.

"What do you mean nothing" I ask following him.

"Why do you always talk about him?" He asks turning back to me.

"W-what do you mean?" I say taking a step back.

"Every time I'm with you he is always brought up. Your so stuck on him you can't even notice how much other people love you"

"Yoongi stop."

"He doesn't love you anymore. He just fucking showed it. HE'S BEEN IGNORING YOU. HE DOESN'T LOVE YOU OK HE HATES YOU GET THAT THROUGH YOU GODDAMN MIND SUNNY!"

"Stop!"

"HE'S FUCKING OVER YOU ALRIGHT. HE'S DONE! HE HATES YOU! HE DOESN'T CARE!"

"FUCKING STOP!" I yelled falling onto my knees. I can feel the new tears running down my face. All his words processing in my mind. Hurting my heart even more. What was worse was that they were probably true. After everything I've done to him I deserve this.

"Listen im sorry i-i didn't mean it. I was just mad" he said squatting down in front of me.

"Just leave me alone" I whisper.

"Please I said I'm sorry." He says and I can see a small tear running down his face.

"Just go already and leave me alone you've done enough" I cry pushing him away a little.

He stands up and walks away. Leaving me to cry all to myself. It was to hard to cry in front of him. He felt bad but he and I both know all his words were true and they hurt. I get up and head somewhere to clear my mind.

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Fuck my emotions
I was feeling emo today :'))))))))

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