Kik // Jhope

Regrets

Sunny

He looked at me with a loss for words. I must have surprised him with my sudden outburst but I wanted answers.

"I um I don't know you just look like you needed help over there.." He said looking down. I could see the red on his pale face a mile away.

"Since when have you ever wanted to help me"

"Since I opened my eyes and saw how beautiful you are" replying with a huge smirk. I definitely did not expect this. First he was all aggressive with taehyung then all shy and now what? Is he flirting with me?! Wow this guy sure has a lot of nerve. I know there is chance he is just messing with me but I still can't help but blush at the compliment.

"Um listen why don't we go somewhere and get to know each other " he asked a small friendly smile on his face.

"Sure let's go to the park and talk there." I replied and we headed to the park together.

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After we had talked he dropped me off at my house and kissed me on the cheek before running away. I honestly didn't know what to think about it.

I don't know if he likes me or not. I mean after talking to him I learned he's pretty cocky. But sweet and kind. And he is really good at listening. But I don't if I like him. I still really like hoseok. I know I broke his heart. But I broke mine in the process too. I just didn't know what to do. I thought I was making the right choice hoping it would help us both get over each other.

But my heart just aches for him more. The way he made everyone happy. Always had that beautiful smile on his face. That would light up my whole world. I made a huge mistake and I regret it so much. But I can't go back now cause it seems like he is finally getting over me.

I just wish I could start over.

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Hoseok

I know soon Sunny will feel as much hurt that I did.

I walked out of my house and got into my car. I drove all the way to the newest party to get my mind off of things. It usually helped.

I pulled up to the driveway that was already being blasted from the loud music inside. Passing already drunk people in the lawn I entered the house. The smell of drugs and alcohol present. I don't usually drink but I picked up a drink anyway wanting to forget everything. The alcohol burned my throat as I took a big gulp.

I spotted Yoongi and walked toward him trying to avoid all the dancing sweaty bodies around me. I poked him on the shoulder and he stopped dancing and looked back at me.

"Oh hey Jhope I didn't think you would be here!" He shouted over the loud music. "YEAH hey did you meet sunny today?" I asked.

"YEAH YEAH I MET HER YOU DONT HAVE TO WORRY OK?" he said but I could here a hint of hesitation in his voice but I quickly brushed it off.

I nodded and Yoongi left and went back to dancing.

I turned around and was greeted with the queen of high school. After my ex had left she took over. She is exactly like her. Which is why I hate her.

"Hey hobi why don't we go upstairs and have some fun." She said in a way that I think was supposed to seduce me? If anything it made me grossed out but I kept a smile on my face trying to be nice.

"No thanks" I said kind of pushing her away from me.

"Come one let's just have a little fun" she said smirking. At that exact moment I felt a vibration in my pocket. I took out my phone to see a new message from Sunny.

Thughoe: I'm sorry

I looked up still seeing Eun Chan there. Well I might help me get my mind off things.

"Sure come let's go" I said and grabbed her hand as I led her upstairs. I felt dirty inside but I wanted to forget the pain.

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