Kik // Jhope

Forgive me

"What are you trying to do?" Taehyung asked still rubbing circles on my back.

"I-I'm really sorry" I said while my face was still in his shoulder. I backed up from him and wiped the tears from my face. "Don't be alright its not your fault" he spoke while walking closer to me. It reminded me of Yoongi and how he comforted me.

"But Taehyung it is my fault. I'm the reason Hoseok hates me and why Yoongi hates me." I said and I started crying a little bit again. This whole mess that is a part of my life now is my fault. I should have never texted Hoseok or told him that I didn't want to be friends. And I should have never dragged Yoongi into this. Their lives would have been so much better without me in it.

"Shh shh it's ok stop crying" he cooed as he held me in a hug again. I felt so bad because everyone is helping me but I end up hurting them and they run away from me. First Hoseok, then it was Yoongi. And now Taehyung is helping me which is so weird since I thought he didn't like me. But he is helping me and right now that is more than I could ask for.

"But Taehyung why are you doing this?" I asked him.

He pulled back a little and answered, "well I usually come up here to clear my mind and I saw you here. I realized you must need some help since you were kinda on the ledge there and even though I don't know what's wrong I knew you needed help so here I am. But don't think that this means that I like you or anything but I know what kind of pain you must be going through and I also know no one should go through that."

"Thank you Taehyung." I told him rubbing my eyes.

"What's wrong?" He asked sitting down on the floor. I followed and sat right next to him. I gathered all my thoughts before I started talking. "I really messed up." I told him.

"Yeah well we all do"

"But I messed up very badly. I tried to help Hoseok but he ended up falling for me and I hurt his feelings by saying no only trying to protect him. Then I hurt Yoongis feelings." I started rambling on.

"Wow aren't you just a heart breaker am I right" he said chuckling.

I just stared at him hoping he will get the idea.

"Ah sorry continue."

"I just want everything to go back to the way it was. When everything wasn't so complicated." I sighed and put my head in my hands.

"Well maybe if you go and apologize to them you could fix it" he said.

I thought about it and realized he was right. I will apologize as many times as it takes to get them back. I care to much and if it really comes to it i'll beg for their forgiveness.

"Come on Tae, your right lets go and find them anf hopefully change things."

We both got up and dusted our selves off. "Alright! Lets go and fix things!" He yelled and started running to the door. I just laughed at him and followed.

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Hey look whos back after a month haitus let me explain. My phone has litterally no space so ive had to use my mothers phone which i hardly have time to use. Also i just graduated today from 8th grade so now im a freshman and summer vaction is here so ill have more time to update. And im also hopefully gettting a new phone soon so i can update im very sorry for the long wait but now that i have time i can hopefully update i might get a new phone tommorow so ill be here more thank you for continuing to give this book all your support. Also this book gonna have a lot of drama u know i lov that angst

Shoutout to my hoe im-your-momther cause she need it ;-))