What About My #Life !

accepte but Deny it ?

Am just a girl or like what they call me ○ the young lady○ am that girl who still straggling to get up on her feet ,am that baby in my first days of my last 19 yeas old ,in this age i tried everything from joy to sadness ,From death to sickness ,Life wasn't that easy thing for me ,and I think taking it serious was the hard part ,that's why I keep wondering ! Why am the only one who always spending my most time thinking about #life without knowing what is it the right meaning to that word, and I think that wht the word #life hold it's meaning is : If ur not happy with wht ur doing now ...it's hard to become happy in different place and time.. And different conditions... Life is getting harder with time.. U can't handle more hiitts of life.. That's why most of people tend to give up on everything in their last days.. Hours.. Minutes... Just to be happy....stop Surching for wht makes u happy... Take a decision that u will the rest of your life happy... Caring less.. Laughing more... Crying less... Smiling a lot... I know it's hard.. Nobody says it's going to be that easy... But keep trying u might make it before u leave foreve.. Just fake it till u make it
About writing..

I read to forget my pain... but I find myself ..writing... only
to remember that pain .. that's all because.. I can't understand my self.. I think I don't really know me..nor myself..but I still searching for answers to that.