Am I Inlove Or What?

Went to look for Tyler at his grandma

Tyler and i have been friends for over 4 years. He's also a christian and we met at VBS (vocational bible school) at his church and we talked and exchanged numbers.

Well we texted on a daily basis until he told me that his unsaved friends were planning to take my virginity ( i didnt have much sense then, but now am wise).
But he couldnt allow that.
Over the years we became closer and all.

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I was at Youth night when Tyler and i were mesaaging he was in New Orleans and i was in Mystic falls.
Tyler told me to come and look for him because he missed me, he had a house there and he was staying for the weekend.

I agreed and so i planned out what i was gonna wear and stuff.
I wore a blue jeans and a red (his fav colour) t-shirt and a black flat shoe.

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I told the driver to stop at the bridge as how Tyler instructed me to.
When i came out of the car, i saw Tyler standing across the bridge with two umbrellas in his hands.

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Tyler opened the door ( omg the place was well kept and it took my breath away).

We sat on the sofa watching our fav movie The Vampire Diares, he was lying in my lap. And then we moved over to the other sofa watching cable, he was laying behind me with his hands around my waist.

I grew tired and wanted to sleep and i told him.
He lifted me up carried me to his bedroom laid me on his bed and sat beside me.
He wasnt allowing me to sleep he was playing with my hair and all and then i started to play back.

All of a sudden i realized that we were on the floor and he was ontop of me.
(Holy crap how did we reach there)

Tyler was staring me in the eyes and he leaned in to kiss me but i turned my face away and started to laugh ( ikr how silly bare with me am a virgin)
He did that about 4 other times and i did the same thing also.

He got up and took me up. "I love you" i said to him but he didn't respond, he threw me on his bed and climb ontop of me, i could feel his mouth on my neck, God i wanted him in me it felt so good.
He leaned in to kiss me on my lips but i held on to his bottom lip and stared him in the eyes.
"You cant manage this" he whispered in my ears.
He got up and then he went in the bathroom and took a shower.
when he came back in the room he slapped me on my @$$.
It felt so great i turned around and gave him a cute little smile. He got dressed and all and i went home.
Thats how i found out that i was inlove with my best friend/ big bruh.
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I arrived at Tyler's grandma and he and his cousins were sitting outside beside the store room. Store room? Tyler is a business man he exports seafood to different countries but he's in university he wants to be a lawyer.
Although he makes alot of money.

"Good evening" i said and they all answered.

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We were there chit chatting until Tyler and i ended up in the store room.

My back was against the wall and Tyler came closer to me.
His lips meet mine and we were all over each other, our tongues were wrestling but he defeated mine he lift me up and braced me on th wall, kissing and caressing my body. He pulled away from me.
"Tiv stop, your loving this too much" he said.
I grabbed him and started kissing him again, i used my hand and ran it through his dark curly hair like mine.

God i was so damn horny i ran my hand through his back, and moaned with pleasure.
I had on a dress and he took the top down, shifted my bra and started to suck on my breasts. Damn i felt like i was in heaven. I let out a loud moan.

He laughed and told me to keep quiet.
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I was so loving the moment i didnt realized it was night.
I only lived like 7 minutes away from his grandma, but i planned to go to my grandma who lives around the corner, when i was through there.

I kissed him for the last time and walked off, but my feet disobeyed me.
I stepped back into the store room, grabbing Ty's hand using them to feel my breasts.
I started to kiss him again i just couldnt get enough.
He kissed me on the forehead and said, "Tiv i love you so much". all i could do was smile.
"Good night Ty" i said. And with that i went to my grandma.