I Dont Miss The Misery (A Tony Perry Fan Fiction)

Chapter 8

I know my last update sucked, but i hope this one will be better c:

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Tony pulled my face towards his and he kissed me again but with more.. I honestly dont even know the word. Passion? Ferosity? I dont know.

As we were kissing he moved his hands from my back, to my waist. and said,"We can go to your bed if you want, if thats more comfortable for you? Since you're sitting sideways."

"Uh, sure. Okay.."

"Is something wrong' Jackie?"

"No nothing's wrong... Just.. Never mind."

"Jackie, tell me please?", he gave me a puppy dog look that I've only seen in pictures. I couldn't resist.

"Well, you're my first kiss...", I look down at my hands, fidgiting with the skin on the sides of my fingers and my, now chipped, black nail polish. I realize that being 24 and not having your first kiss is kinda sad but no one ever wanted to kiss me until now..

Tony looks at me with wide eyes and takes my chin in his hand forcing me to look right up at him.

"I'm glad I can be that guy.. Don't feel stupid, it's actually quite adorable to me."

"How?", I ask, my head tilted a bit to the right as I looked at him. My eyes squint with surprise, most people think its weird..

"Well I'm not really sure.. But you're as cute as all hell and I think that covers that!", he said that and I blushed. As he saw that he kissed me again. Pulling away I led him to my bed, big enough for 3 people. Before Tony got in bed he took off his sweatshirt and under was a key street tank top. Like the ones in the pictures I see of him.. He even took that off and all of his tattoos on his chest were visible for me to see. He took of his shoes, but not his socks. I can never sleep with socks on, one always gets lost in the sheets.Either that or it's too hot.

I scooched over so he could get in. I faced him, and he faced me. We just stared into eachothers eyes in silence for a while.  It was really nice... After 20 minutes I had to turn on my stereo. I can't stand silence.

Forgetting how loud the stereo was, when I turned it on I was scared half to death and jumped at least 2 feet in the air. With Tony laughing at me and the random radio station blaring I blushed so much I thought my head was going to explode from the blood rushing to my face.

"What do you want to listen to?"

"I don't really care, play whatever you want that gets you to sleep", he says while propped up on the head board of my bed. I hope he'll like what he hears.

I have a whole playlist that helps me sleep at any time of the day. Even if I wanted to take a nap, I played it. It has Bring Me The Horizon, All Time Low, A Day To Remember, The Wonder Years, Of Mice & Men, but my favorite: Pierce The Veil. They were in every playlist I have on my iPod, not kidding. I never get annoyed with the music, it's like a drug but for my ears.

I put it on shuffle. The first song is Sleepwalking by BMTH. I know it's pretty loud but I always put it to a lullaby volume. It luls me to sleep.

"I love tis song. The beat is so catching, somewhat."

"I like this song too. I think you'll like the next song", I say with a mischevious look.

We wait for the next song, and while waiting we talk. Not like small talk kinda crap, but deep stuff. Like how his band saves my life everyday, how long my dads been the way he is now, how friendly the guys are.

"Oh this song? Yes! I love playing this song." I'm not surprised. The Sky Under The Sea. I sing along whileTony grabs my guitar and starts playing along too.

"You have such a beautiful voice Jackie. Have you tried going for anything with it?" I think of a witty response and i say: Concerts. He laughs a little bit.

"I saw you in the crowd at the concert you know that right? I knew I had to see you again, but I didnt know your name or anything about you. I remembered your face, and when i saw you in like i wanted to walk up to you and say hi or something but I couldnt leave. Then you fainted and I took my chance. It was a really late chance, but see where we are now? This is perfect", He exhales harshly,

"Have you been waiting to say that all night?"

"Yes, and after learning so much about you. I never want to let you go."

"Never?"

"Never,  never, never. Jackie... I think...-

Cute cliff hanger right? Sorry for the small update before, I hope this makes up for it! Comment anything that you think shoud be changed or who Jackie should be characterized as! Thanks for reading! ~Chelzerzz