I Dont Miss The Misery (A Tony Perry Fan Fiction)

Chapter 12

After my night with Tony and all of Bring Me The Horizon, Tony drove me home.

"Hey", Tony says, walking me to my front door. We didn't really talk much because Oli came with us, "Did you have a good time tonight?"

"Of course I did, babe! I haven't had this much fun in a long time..", looking down at my feet with the dorkiest grin on my face. Tony softly holds my chin to make me look up at him.

"I'm glad you had a good time, love.", with that departing word he holds my face and gazes into my eyes, then says: "Jackie, you're so beautiful. I can't believe I found you." and kisses me with the most passionate force I've ever felt in my entire life. I slowly run my hand up to his neck to deepen the kiss.

"Oi! Get a room you two!!", Oli screams from the car. Unbelievable. I just take my other hand, that not holding Tony's neck and give Oli the bird,

"Oh Jackie, such a kind gesture!"

Tony and I break the kiss, breathless. No words can describe the way I'm feeling right now. I really want to tell him that I love him, but that's way too soon. 

"Jackie...", Tony's sentence trails off, "Never mind."

"What's wrong, Tone?", concern obviously trickling from my words.

"Oh, nothing. It's nothing baby." He looks into my eyes and I can see right through him.

"Tony, please tell me. I can tell that something is troubling you...", I reach to touch his shoulder but he holds my hand up to his face and just kisses it.

"I can't say it right now, soon you'll see." A smile plastered on his face from ear to ear. I'm pretty sure he wants to say it too. A smile starts forming on my lips and he starts giggling like a little school boy.

"What are you laughing at?", I also start to giggle.

"You're just gorgeous, especially under this porch light.." He leans in for a goodbye kiss but I don't want him to leave. I maneuver away from the kiss for as long as I can to keep him with me for as long as possible. I'm willing to bet that Oli fell asleep in the car just waiting for us.

"Jackie, you know I have to go," his words muffled by a tight embrace that we don't want to break. 

"I know... I don't want you to leave Tony. I want you to stay the night with me." That's a first coming from me....

"I would if I could, my dear Jacquelyn." 

"Oh dear god you said my name!"

"I love your name. Its unique and adorable, just like you", he boops my nose after saying that, I love him so much already. 

"Gosh when you say stuff like that it makes me wanna say 3 little words but I know it' too early for that.. So you gotta either stop or just say it first." A smirk crawling onto my lips, which are mere seconds away from his. He grabs my face and kisses me with a passionate aggression that takes my breath away and makes me a little dizzy. 

"I will never stop, but I will always love you Jackie. I love you."

That was totally unexpected... 

"I love you too Tony." I have never smiled like this in my entire life.

Ever.