Hidden Obsession

Chapter 1

"OMFG!!! YOU LIKE HIM!!!"

"I SWEAR IF YOU TELL ANYONE I WILL KILL YOU!!" I told Erin in a stern voice.

"You two are like perfect!" Erin said cheerfully. I knew I could trust her, but I don't want anyone to know about Spencer. Because if Erin ever got mad at me for anything, it would be used as black mail.

"Well we can't be perfect. I mean I don't even think he knows I exist! Spencer is way to..out of me league." I said knowing it was the truth. I really could not afford any more stress in my life right now. and to add a guy on top if it won't help. But I can't help but just fall for him!! He's like perfect!!!

"All you have to do is start talking to him." Erin said like it was nothing. Of course it was nothing to her! she talked to guys all the time!! but every time I tried to talk to a guy I just ended up sounding like his mother. It was true.

"Well it's not that easy for me." I say while looking at the ground. An that was all that was said between us before the morning.

Erin and I had been friends since, well, as long as I can remember. And now we are in 12th grade and the guys are starting to become a problem. This was our fist sleepover sine school started and everything that had happened had I have been shared. It's normal for teenagers, right? but Spencer has to know I like him because I practically melt every time he comes within a foot of me.

But u have to be practical and not let some super popular guy mess up my life. I just can't. I can't afford to have anymore heartbreak. Loosing my sister was the worst thing ever. I really just could not control myself for months after that. I was ruined. So I turned to some social network and found Spencer. I was obsessed from the start. I had no clue who he was, other than the fact that he was attract-no-HOT! I knew nothing about him. But I was obsessed, no doubt about it.

The next morning it seemed like Erin had almost completely forgotten about what I had told her. That was good.

"So how do you plan on talking to Spencer?" Erin said with lots of curiosity. I spoke to soon.

"We'll I guess just play it off like I don't like him. I mean don't really want to make it look like in desperate." I told her.

"Lucy, you are a senior. we are graduating in a month. you have never had a boyfriend! or your first kiss!!! how would you sound desperate!!" Erin said almost yelling at me.

"Trust me I will. I have watched Sydney for the past 6 years I know how people look when they are desperate."

"Good point, I have to go home and finish my English project. BYEE!!" she said walking out the door.

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