Poetry By A Weird Dreamer

She

There she is feeling lonely,
Sitting among a crowd of people!
Though she knows some people who call themselves as her friends....
She has her doubts, she has her dreams
She's living but not alive!
Evryone knows what she wants!
But no one ever considerd her opinion!
Everyone knows their assumptions are true!
Is it actually the truth!!
She is a grown up now!
She knows what decisions to make!
But they are always there to take decisions on her behalf!
they say its for her own good!
to which she nods as to say "okay"
but a voice coming from her inner soul
accuses her of her casuality
to let people walk all over her!
and still she tries, to stop thinking
to stop the seeds from growing.......
she bottles up her thoughts!
her feelings untold.....
but we know,
time changes evrything
so,now she is a rebel!
of her everyone knows....
but they still are the same,and treat others the same,
only that they have left her to be!
they have left her to dwell....
but they are still the same,
unkind and cruel....
and there she is still trying,
to change those cruelities!
she's trying to play
some small tricks and games!
still planning and trying to change those people....
yeah she maintains her distance ,
Because she cannot get involved .....again
ans we all know it very well that
It can be sometimes good to be selfish!
but we all also know ,
Old habits last long.....

© Abhi
-Mazinme

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