what have i done

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harrys POV

i opened my eyes slightly to see a beautiful blonde headed girl with a worried look on her face and tears in her eyes, i try to give her a  week smile. then her mouth opens to speak.

"im so sorry this is all my fault. i shouldnt have let you, you were just going to fast a-and you were hurting from losing carter to louis, then hearing her name again from me-"

i stopped listening because she couldnt stop her mouth. God, its like shes addicted to her mouth and her voice. i start to close my eyes from all the pain. when zayn entered he started yelling at perrie to put all her clothes on and then his fist was like a magnet to my face and stomach. then everything went black.

 i remember when carter was just turning double digits while I was already 11, we would go to the park near her house so she can get away from her parents that would argue constantly. And sometimes I would injure myself so she can "cure me" with a potion (band aids).

 My thoughts are interrupted with tears falling on my cheek. I open my eyes to see that Perries sobbing like hell, if I would've know she was like this I would've grabbed a different girl to screw my self out of this "mind of mine" but now I know that this is enough bull crap, I push her off me and get up with a quiet groan from the pain in my stomach and walk out of my own house that's has a party still in motion but I have to find the one person who can help me.

Carter POV

I sat very quietly in the passenger seat of Luke's black Toyota, wondering what the hell I just did, I look in the very corner of my eye peeking at Luke who looks also shocked at his own actions. I turn my whole body towards him and open my mouth to speak but nothing comes out till I clear my throat. He snaps out of what it seems to be his thoughts and looks at me with a sorry look in his beautiful clear jade eyes that remind me of those 2 unforgettable, lustful, house party everyday, loud music hangover that was cured with more alcohol years. I attempt to speak and Succeded and started to talk.

"Luke, look at me. What's going on?" He looks at me and drops his head slowly in guilt. I sigh and look out the window to see a confused Harry. I gasp and get Luke's attention, when he notices that I'm looking out his window he gets out the car mumbling something after a loud sigh. I get out the car and  stare in Harry's eyes with a black and blues all around his face and his shirt is torn, so torn I can see bruises that look red and purple. He makes his way to the car and I can tell he's in so mush pain that he's limping. I'm pulled out of my head  when I hear Harry's deep raspy and a hint of depressing pain sound in his voice.

"Carter, why are you with my little brother?" WAIT WHAT!!!

(I know this is short but I have like 1 1/2 months for summer but I'm super duper sure I will post more then bye ily)

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